boo.

Monday, February 28, 2005

+ i knocked down a tree

madness. i wanted to beat myself up, just didnt had the tools to do so. my limbs are movin faster than my mind. i missed out one document that's to be filed with the others to the Sub Courts. and most likely it'll be rejected and sent back to me.. pretty fuggly soon.. (*uuuRGGH!!H!) dope... and whats the 'rejection' fee again?? 20sm'n.... how unnecessary.

i'm tumbling. i pee & fart at the same time. thats how bad my fall was. but it'll all go away after i wipe 'em nicely with my trusted 2-ply rolls.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

+ All or Nothing

Feeling down? trouble talking properly? cross-eyed? been drinking fuel? wore your neighbour's slippers to work? kept imitating the sound of a scooter? scratching your scalp every 12 mins? smiling to yourself whenever you hear the BUS STOPPING buzzer?

The Solution?!

You need a fresh new underwear.

Friday, February 25, 2005

+ purple shoes green heels

So i did not submit my university application. I was disappointed, but no regrets. I know i'm not sure whether i should study or remain employed. Mom was glad that i stick to work. She thinks that i should start saving. Although its really hard to save, now that all shops in Spore adopt the sticking of STOREWIDE DISCOUNTS UP TO 50% OFF!!* poster. yah... don't forget the '*'. Very important 'Shift+8' on the keyboard.

My discman's giving me a hard time now.. Zen.... and i'm running out of cds to listen to. Feelin nauseous each time my player starts the Karma song (keeps going around and must come down..) Pretty bothered with the TP4U thingee on TvMobile.. naww.. sure i'm proud of my ol' institution.. but dunno why, i kept covering my mug face with my fingers and abit of the fringe, everytime the Ad comes alive.

My vision's gettin blurrier. (Why....ohhhh whhyyyyy Delila... ) my lenses dry up real quick, causing my eyeballs to jiggy in amusing pattern. Having a mild post-stress syndrome as i'm writin this. Need to flush down 10 sleeping tablets soon.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

+ Part-time Lover

What a night. Its wayy better than baywatch. The male idol contestants really blew me away! All of them, i say, ALL of them are hunkily talented and yah.. unique. The Blacks most definitely have brilliant control over their vocals and they excude some great vibe & soulfulness. Droopy eyes Scott is awesome (Ekk Oikk!!) and as usual in every idol show there has to be a hottie, but this time around i'm spoilt for choices. The VERY evident Mario Vazquez =) the ohh.. sexy hairbit below lowerlip, Joseph and D's sensuous Travis Tucker. They don't have to do anything to turn u on but smile. hMm.. talkin abt D, shes disappointed with his performance last night. but i wasnt. i thought he's so craig david-ish.. but have to loose the outfit abit. Look too old for him.

My dad caught me looking groupiefied a no. of times, he just smiled in disbelief. Yah my 21-to-be yr old daughter behavin just like when shes oogling over nick carter in sec1. Sure. I slowly brushed my embarrassment aside and focus on THE hottie, MARIO. (Do i do... whAt, you do..) I'm DOin good baby, thanks for asking. I had another lapse of asthma again. I faintly reached out my hand at the direction of my St John's personnel a.k.a my sister, Idra and said.."HEeeellllp..! i need CPR!!" (*coughs). She yawned and went to bed.

Monday, February 21, 2005

+ love that jazz......

i just splurge on another CD yet again!! Michael Buble's Its Time is cummingly sexy.... the track 'Home' is not quite him, but its a beautiful track nonetheless. Kept listening to the disc over and over la! I'm not much of a fan for male in suits, but Buble's an exception... no doubt abt that. (*sluuurps!) geee.. and i kept having that "sleep-with-the-gardener" thoughts... hmm!! Now THAT'S healthy!

Saturday, February 19, 2005

+ Away from the sun

Its scorching hot outside, its stuffy inside. Not sure where to go. The bush-fire era's here and you see smoke everywhere. I ignored all the heat when i was on my way home from Marine Parade. I'm not gonna take the cab becos of this!? so the bus is my only hope. I've got my mag and Maroon 5 plugged on, that should do the trick. The bus was airconless. Despite it being airconditioned. The nyonya kept looking at my read. *bugger. The brat sitting opposite me kept kicking me in the shin. I thought i should do something. But i didnt. Finally i reached my stop. I heave a sigh of relief. Got home, watch adverts, switch on the air conditioner, munch my Old Chang Kee epok-epok and pour myself two mugs of chilled Pepsi Twist. My only 2-cents worth of heaven for the day.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

[She's Perfect]

He told her she's unfair, selfish, self-opiniated and egoistic. Said she's always critisizing others but she can't accept critism when it comes her way. Being 20, she's too young to learn the meaning of hardship. She fails to respect him when expected and puts on a deaf ear when he complains. She never knew whats going on inside her until he tells her so. And even so, she never think he'd understand her. He assumed her most of the time. She hates that side of him. She's never fond of herself, like how he has always been about her. She wants to be frank about his attitude but he mistook it for she hating him. Her apologies are far from acceptance. She just want things to be normal, but it never turned out the way she intended. She's just perfect.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

I dreamt about Duta. My Goodness. I've never gone gaga over this fella sia. This would be the 2nd time he appeared. Why sia. Maybe my destiny lies with this Indon vocalist? Maybe he's THE ONE!? (*shrieks!!) (To Eli: ook Duta's wayyy hotterrr than Choops can?) lol*

Of course the whole eversoreal picture was disrupted when this girl appeared and said.. "Duta! why never call me?!! bastard sia. Now u're out with dac.." *&^!#!? and yahh then he started apologizing to her and said "ish... we're just friends la!" ok-ok. I declare that i suck when it comes to relationship whether in real life or dreamland. Thats when i woke up. And realised that mom cooked lunch already. Better eat. A hungry-woman-who-got-ditched-by-a-hottie-in-her-dream is an angry woman.

~Amazing Indeed!~

GoshH!! i love the show loads! Much love to the winners, Freddy n Kendra!! Deserved the million... ok shall not deny that the gooey, luveydovey ending brought me to Eye-Mo tears... (*sniff) i Love Hawaii!!

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

* I ate a Rooster *

@ 851am >>

arrived at Raffles Place. hunGry. hunt for fOod. no food. chinese stall closed. munn jens stealing all my epok-epoks from the malay stall. %$#^#&^#&!!

@ 857am >>

reaChed office. boss amended my yesterday's draft. diligently re-drafted the damn thing. only to realise 30 mins later that my handbag's still hanging on my right shoulder.

@ 210pm >>

met sobri for lunch. suppose to meet him at 2. wished that i had made him wait even longer. (*bummer)

@ 415pm >>

in the antarctic cinema laughing childishly at "Goose" the Pelican, in Racing Stripes. Abt the movie..? 3 thumbs up la!!

@ 642pm >>

"Assalamualaikum!! tak bawak kunci!!" - (peace upon you! i never bring key!) my tagline when opening the door to my house. *Note: To be said even when i do have my keys with me.

@ 700pm >>

told my brother he's cute. he snapped back at me. i walked away.

@ 730pm >>

(PUSSSHH!!!!) after intense moments of anticipation, my oversized Van Houlten's finally out! (*inhale, exhale). Got frustrated coz the toilet pump's not feeling me. Traumatized. Distraught. We talked it out. Eventually it gave in and accepted my gift. I'm overjoyed.

@ 832pm >>

Love PCK alot alot!!!! Anthony Phua Chu Beng's hot ar!!

@ 950pm >>

a 4 year old drove to the Video store and back? amazing.

@ 1030pm >>

smiling to myself. told dac theres no work tomorrow. dac smiled.

Sunday, February 06, 2005

*= Love His Art =*

Done By: Khairul Sofri

"You are not allowed du drive intu de zoo!!"

Yawnz... erpps..sorry bt that. Its Sunday.. and boy was it a boring one. But i'm happy at least. Nothin much to do, kept working on the choreography for Janet's All For You since noon and had to sweat it out. Felt kinda fit ah. haha.. Then! i decided to take a break. What better way than having front row seats on MTV and helping myself with a generous serving of Pringles n Pepsi. Good food. I'd probably not run today, i'm not quite feelin the weather.

Anyhows, i've been thinkin abt school lately. Since the admissions for UNi's now open.. i'm really excited to submit my application but not sure if i should for now, since i've gotten used to gettin paid. I dont know. I'm yearning for more choices.

Lets see..
-Accountancy
-Business
-Chinese (haha! er.. ok)
-English
-Economics
-Psychology
-Sociology
-Education (Arts)
-Education (Science)

Ok! so with my diploma, i can choose any of the above.No idea whatsoever! i should pick. i'm torn between English & Economics. But not too sure. Sobri mentioned abt doing double degree.. ok. Simply means double the crap. Grrhh!! I gotta start banging my head against the wall. Hopefully by no. 158, i get some answers.

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Lose*my*breath

Another typical Saturday flew by.. one day left before i surrender myself to the thing called work. So i met a friend last night. At Dbl-O. The whole atmosphere was just a-OK for me. Gotta admit. Clubbing is not my thing at all. Hardly can i hear my friend talkin to me. And i hate to repeat myself. Frankly speakin, i'm more of the girl seen stoning at a coffee house, with live band to soothe the mood.. and feelin dreamy as the vocalist serenades to the tune of DAMAGE's Wonderful Tonight. (...hmmmm!!) ok thats nice.

So ok.. yah Rizal's a nice guy. I think. Haha.. not much of a talker, which is not unusual of course. But lucky for his roommate Faz, when he hit the dance floor with my girls. hhaha... hmm... aight least my girls are havin a gd time!! Was entertaining to have them around! We got home soon after quarter past eleven. I smell like crap. Yulk!! thank goodness i dont have eyes for ciggies or alcohols. (*blessed)


.daC. 01 Nov coke light dead cockroaches slow rock	Monday, February 28, 2005 + i knocked down a tree madness. i wanted to beat myself up, just didnt had the tools to do so. my limbs are movin faster than my mind. i missed out one document that's to be filed with the others to the Sub Courts. and most likely it'll be rejected and sent back to me.. pretty fuggly soon.. (uuuRGGH!!H!) dope... and whats the 'rejection' fee again?? 20sm'n.... how unnecessary. i'm tumbling. i pee & fart* at the same time. thats how bad my fall was. but it'll all go away after i wipe 'em nicely with my trusted 2-ply rolls. 22:38 · Sunday, February 27, 2005 + All or Nothing Feeling down? trouble talking properly? cross-eyed? been drinking fuel? wore your neighbour's slippers to work? kept imitating the sound of a scooter? scratching your scalp every 12 mins? smiling to yourself whenever you hear the BUS STOPPING buzzer? The Solution?! You need a fresh new underwear. 01:23 · Friday, February 25, 2005 *+ purple shoes green heels* So i did not submit my university application. I was disappointed, but no regrets. I know i'm not sure whether i should study or remain employed. Mom was glad that i stick to work. She thinks that i should start saving. Although its really hard to save, now that all shops in Spore adopt the sticking of STOREWIDE DISCOUNTS UP TO 50% OFF!!* poster. yah... don't forget the ''. Very important 'Shift+8' on the keyboard. My discman's giving me a hard time now.. Zen....* and i'm running out of cds to listen to. Feelin nauseous each time my player starts the Karma song (keeps going around and must come down..) Pretty bothered with the TP4U thingee on TvMobile.. naww.. sure i'm proud of my ol' institution.. but dunno why, i kept covering my mug face with my fingers and abit of the fringe, everytime the Ad comes alive. My vision's gettin blurrier. (Why....ohhhh whhyyyyy Delila... ) my lenses dry up real quick, causing my eyeballs to jiggy in amusing pattern. Having a mild post-stress syndrome as i'm writin this. Need to flush down 10 sleeping tablets soon. 23:00 · Thursday, February 24, 2005 *+ Part-time Lover* What a night. Its wayy better than baywatch. The male idol contestants really blew me away! All of them, i say, ALL of them are hunkily talented and yah.. unique. The Blacks most definitely have brilliant control over their vocals and they excude some great vibe & soulfulness. Droopy eyes Scott is awesome (Ekk Oikk!!) and as usual in every idol show there has to be a hottie, but this time around i'm spoilt for choices. The VERY evident Mario Vazquez =) the ohh.. sexy hairbit below lowerlip, Joseph and D's sensuous Travis Tucker. They don't have to do anything to turn u on but smile. hMm.. talkin abt D, shes disappointed with his performance last night. but i wasnt. i thought he's so craig david-ish.. but have to loose the outfit abit. Look too old for him. My dad caught me looking groupiefied a no. of times, he just smiled in disbelief. Yah my 21-to-be yr old daughter behavin just like when shes oogling over nick carter in sec1. Sure. I slowly brushed my embarrassment aside and focus on THE hottie, MARIO. (Do i do... whAt, you do..) I'm DOin good baby, thanks for asking. I had another lapse of asthma again. I faintly reached out my hand at the direction of my St John's personnel a.k.a my sister, Idra and said.."HEeeellllp..! i need CPR!!" (coughs). She yawned and went to bed. 10:15 · Monday, February 21, 2005 + love that jazz......* i just splurge on another CD yet again!! Michael Buble's Its Time is cummingly sexy.... the track 'Home' is not quite him, but its a beautiful track nonetheless. Kept listening to the disc over and over la! I'm not much of a fan for male in suits, but Buble's an exception... no doubt abt that. (sluuurps!) geee.. and i kept having that "sleep-with-the-gardener" thoughts... hmm!! Now THAT'S healthy! 21:54 · Saturday, February 19, 2005 + Away from the sun* Its scorching hot outside, its stuffy inside. Not sure where to go. The bush-fire era's here and you see smoke everywhere. I ignored all the heat when i was on my way home from Marine Parade. I'm not gonna take the cab becos of this!? so the bus is my only hope. I've got my mag and Maroon 5 plugged on, that should do the trick. The bus was airconless. Despite it being airconditioned. The nyonya kept looking at my read. bugger. The brat sitting opposite me kept kicking me in the shin. I thought i should do something. But i didnt. Finally i reached my stop. I heave a sigh of relief. Got home, watch adverts, switch on the air conditioner, munch my Old Chang Kee epok-epok and pour myself two mugs of chilled Pepsi Twist. My only 2-cents worth of heaven for the day. 19:34 · Sunday, February 13, 2005 [She's Perfect]* He told her she's unfair, selfish, self-opiniated and egoistic. Said she's always critisizing others but she can't accept critism when it comes her way. Being 20, she's too young to learn the meaning of hardship. She fails to respect him when expected and puts on a deaf ear when he complains. She never knew whats going on inside her until he tells her so. And even so, she never think he'd understand her. He assumed her most of the time. She hates that side of him. She's never fond of herself, like how he has always been about her. She wants to be frank about his attitude but he mistook it for she hating him. Her apologies are far from acceptance. She just want things to be normal, but it never turned out the way she intended. She's just perfect. 14:34 · Thursday, February 10, 2005 I dreamt about Duta. My Goodness. I've never gone gaga over this fella sia. This would be the 2nd time he appeared. Why sia. Maybe my destiny lies with this Indon vocalist? Maybe he's THE ONE!? (shrieks!!) (To Eli: ook Duta's wayyy hotterrr than Choops can?) lol Of course the whole eversoreal picture was disrupted when this girl appeared and said.. "Duta! why never call me?!! bastard sia. Now u're out with dac.." &^!#!? and yahh then he started apologizing to her and said "ish... we're just friends la!" ok-ok. I declare that i suck when it comes to relationship whether in real life or dreamland. Thats when i woke up. And realised that mom cooked lunch already. Better eat. A hungry-woman-who-got-ditched-by-a-hottie-in-her-dream is an angry woman. 13:21 · ~Amazing Indeed!~ GoshH!! i love the show loads! Much love to the winners, Freddy n Kendra!! Deserved the million... ok shall not deny that the gooey, luveydovey ending brought me to Eye-Mo tears... (sniff) i Love Hawaii!! 00:13 · Tuesday, February 08, 2005 * I ate a Rooster * @ 851am >> arrived at Raffles Place. hunGry. hunt for fOod. no food. chinese stall closed. munn jens stealing all my epok-epoks from the malay stall. %$#^#&^#&!! @ 857am >> reaChed office. boss amended my yesterday's draft. diligently re-drafted the damn thing. only to realise 30 mins later that my handbag's still hanging on my right shoulder. @ 210pm >> met sobri for lunch. suppose to meet him at 2. wished that i had made him wait even longer. (bummer) @ 415pm >>* in the antarctic cinema laughing childishly at "Goose" the Pelican, in Racing Stripes. Abt the movie..? 3 thumbs up la!! @ 642pm >> "Assalamualaikum!! tak bawak kunci!!" - (peace upon you! i never bring key!) my tagline when opening the door to my house. Note: To be said even when i do have my keys with me. @ 700pm >>* told my brother he's cute. he snapped back at me. i walked away. @ 730pm >> (PUSSSHH!!!!) after intense moments of anticipation, my oversized Van Houlten's finally out! (inhale, exhale). Got frustrated coz the toilet pump's not feeling me. Traumatized. Distraught. We talked it out. Eventually it gave in and accepted my gift. I'm overjoyed. @ 832pm >>* Love PCK alot alot!!!! Anthony Phua Chu Beng's hot ar!! @ 950pm >> a 4 year old drove to the Video store and back? amazing. @ 1030pm >> smiling to myself. told dac theres no work tomorrow. dac smiled. 22:03 · Sunday, February 06, 2005 = Love His Art* =* Done By: Khairul Sofri 19:11 · "You are not allowed du drive intu de zoo!!" Yawnz... erpps..sorry bt that. Its Sunday.. and boy was it a boring one. But i'm happy at least. Nothin much to do, kept working on the choreography for Janet's All For You since noon and had to sweat it out. Felt kinda fit ah. haha.. Then! i decided to take a break. What better way than having front row seats on MTV and helping myself with a generous serving of Pringles n Pepsi. Good food. I'd probably not run today, i'm not quite feelin the weather. Anyhows, i've been thinkin abt school lately. Since the admissions for UNi's now open.. i'm really excited to submit my application but not sure if i should for now, since i've gotten used to gettin paid. I dont know. I'm yearning for more choices. Lets see.. -Accountancy -Business -Chinese (haha! er.. ok) -English -Economics -Psychology -Sociology -Education (Arts) -Education (Science) Ok! so with my diploma, i can choose any of the above.No idea whatsoever! i should pick. i'm torn between English & Economics. But not too sure. Sobri mentioned abt doing double degree.. ok. Simply means double the crap. Grrhh!! I gotta start banging my head against the wall. Hopefully by no. 158, i get some answers. 18:53 · Saturday, February 05, 2005 Losemybreath Another typical Saturday flew by.. one day left before i surrender myself to the thing called work. So i met a friend last night. At Dbl-O. The whole atmosphere was just a-OK for me. Gotta admit. Clubbing is not my thing at all. Hardly can i hear my friend talkin to me. And i hate to repeat myself. Frankly speakin, i'm more of the girl seen stoning at a coffee house, with live band to soothe the mood.. and feelin dreamy as the vocalist serenades to the tune of DAMAGE's Wonderful Tonight. (...hmmmm!!) ok thats nice. So ok.. yah Rizal's a nice guy. I think. Haha.. not much of a talker, which is not unusual of course. But lucky for his roommate Faz, when he hit the dance floor with my girls. hhaha... hmm... aight least my girls are havin a gd time!! Was entertaining to have them around! We got home soon after quarter past eleven. I smell like crap. Yulk!! thank goodness i dont have eyes for ciggies or alcohols. (*blessed) 23:45 ·