Monday, July 05, 2004
+ Me, myself and my tOes
Ever had a conversation when u said something that u didn't mean it and misinterpreted by the other party and u guys juSt stopped talking ever sinCe. Despite the numerOus apologies, it never did felt the same afterwards. Well i have. A number of times that is.. Does that make me a..biatCh? Honestly, i don't know how it feels to be one but the moment i mentiOn it, my head nods in approval..
See.. I met a friend, a long lOst friend, just about a few months ago. We were so excited to contaCt each other all over again and got down talking immediately, sharing stuff that we went thru and what each parties' missed for the past 8 years. GoSh! It went great.. and *FiNaLLY!! i thought, that my year shall turn out good this time arOund. Not until one 'fine' day, after 2 mths of talking, i said something (*meant to be a jOke) and it felt like a viRus was let loOse from my moUth and it squiRms thru the phOneLine and by the time it reaches the other side, it explodes*! Nahh it wasnt an argument, as so i'd like to think of it. I immediately put on my shield and defend myself.. and somehOw tried to put my fuCking law skiLLs to use, tryin hard to juSt say.. "i didn't mean it!" in all sorts of languages, including Latin..
2 days after, i had ta call and apOlogise yet again.. And even though he did say he'd forgotten abOut it and told me to do the same, i know he was juSt sayin it for the sake of it. HeCk i thought. Another great persOn drifting away right befOre me. Am i juSt in luCk? Or shOuld i be extra careful and nOt to act like that again?..
And tha same thing happened jUSt few mths baCk, wiTH sOmeone i gOt to kNOw better over MSN, whO's an (i cant believe i'm sayin this..) AmaZing peRSon..Ya we're not talking, thats the beSt part. Ouuh.. need i mentiOn that i loSt a beSt friend due to soMething i did?! Ya.. that was woRst. Its been a year plUs and i'm still reminded of it. Sigh! Oh weLL..
The aDventUres of the deviant prinCess.. woNDer whatS in stOre for me neXt..
See.. I met a friend, a long lOst friend, just about a few months ago. We were so excited to contaCt each other all over again and got down talking immediately, sharing stuff that we went thru and what each parties' missed for the past 8 years. GoSh! It went great.. and *FiNaLLY!! i thought, that my year shall turn out good this time arOund. Not until one 'fine' day, after 2 mths of talking, i said something (*meant to be a jOke) and it felt like a viRus was let loOse from my moUth and it squiRms thru the phOneLine and by the time it reaches the other side, it explodes*! Nahh it wasnt an argument, as so i'd like to think of it. I immediately put on my shield and defend myself.. and somehOw tried to put my fuCking law skiLLs to use, tryin hard to juSt say.. "i didn't mean it!" in all sorts of languages, including Latin..
2 days after, i had ta call and apOlogise yet again.. And even though he did say he'd forgotten abOut it and told me to do the same, i know he was juSt sayin it for the sake of it. HeCk i thought. Another great persOn drifting away right befOre me. Am i juSt in luCk? Or shOuld i be extra careful and nOt to act like that again?..
And tha same thing happened jUSt few mths baCk, wiTH sOmeone i gOt to kNOw better over MSN, whO's an (i cant believe i'm sayin this..) AmaZing peRSon..Ya we're not talking, thats the beSt part. Ouuh.. need i mentiOn that i loSt a beSt friend due to soMething i did?! Ya.. that was woRst. Its been a year plUs and i'm still reminded of it. Sigh! Oh weLL..
The aDventUres of the deviant prinCess.. woNDer whatS in stOre for me neXt..