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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
+ Love Always....

Death.
How the hell this sorta thing gets to me you may ask?? I wont deny that death is something i wouldnt wanna look forward to, yet its something none of us can avoid regardless of the increase in the no. of graduates from Medical School.. My granduncle passed away last Saturday. Even though we met like once a year before this, i remember his features constantly whenever i thought about his children. Upon hearing the news from my grandma around 0700 hrs last Sunday, saying that he died in his sleep, I was indeed shocked for him to pass away at his age and ya no doubt, was upset abt it. The feeling that surged through me felt somewhat like a flash of dejavu.. when i recall the moment my paternal grandma passed away just 1 day before i sit for my Os, in the year 2000. And her daughter, a.k.a my fav. Aunt passed away the following year after my grandma's death, due to her illness and that she was bedridden for abt a yr.

Whenever i think about this, I cant help but wonder how long those around me are gonna live, and will i be able to see them in say 20 yrs time. Ya i'm unneccesarily creating chaos in my mind you'd say, i cant help but feel disturbed about this. I used to think death on a loved one is unfair, but not until i began to realise its something thats bound to happen to us and that, i've became a true believer in my religion and accept all the doings of God. Whenever i thought about the loved ones i've lost, i start to think of the ones around me and be grateful abt their presence while they're still here and yea well... cherish them always (*blessed).


Saturday, August 28, 2004
+ Are yoouu Mad...?!!!

(*Smirks..) hmm been gettin loads of encouragement from friends that i should start working soon.. uhhuh ..ya, been dreamin of owning a Trishaw someday.. so..must save up already. BUt Oh well.. i'm not complaining the fact that i'm slouching comfortably against the couch at home, watching soccer & the Olympics with foooood around me, right now. Life's good...aint it? ;) but oh heck!! reality bites at times!! Grr...!! hope to land myself a job by next mth or smth.. (*ahem) AND!! so that i can start packing for France & Hawaii soon.. (*aheM!) haha... ANYWAY..

Aight so lets see how the martians at my house's doin. My brother's won himself another warning letter from school.. (*applauds) and my sister's gotten pretty annoyed with me lately. I suppose shes going through that puberty shit again... Me dad's been sane these days, coz i'm constantly cracking him up with my stupid antics. Mom's been complaining about her "best friend" at the office everyday..grr.. And my imaginary friend, Julie, she's still not back yet so..

Achievement of the week:
I've not vacuumed the house since Monday ;)

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
+ Been there. Done that.

Its been 4 yrs now since secondary school life ended, and i can't help but reminisce on how much i've missed the slow bus rides to school, sneaking in after the first period, failing my Biology papers, checking out Ah Pek's in their speedo-like shorts in the morning and attending PE lessons without my proper attire. I miss detention. I miss sleeping to the school song. I miss falling off the balance beam during my gymnastics practices. I miss staring at the white board. I miss pissing off the Prefects'. I miss the aroma of the 3rd floor's Girls toilet, pretending to be smart during English classes. I miss choking to the canteen food. I miss the drink stall uncle. I miss the dusty science lab with its wobbly wooden stools. I miss falling into the longkang. I miss poking pencil lead into my palm out of boredom. I miss leaving my drools on my vandalized table. I miss the horrid-looking teachers. I miss getting scolded by the DM for no reason. I miss the 2.4km runs. I miss tripping on my white shoelaces. Lastly, i miss being under 16!! (*sighs..)


Monday, August 16, 2004
+ I heard Mary had a little lamb....

Havent been writing much have i?? Well nothing much's been happening.. Except that i had my graduation ceremony last Thursday! I'm just glad that i didnt trip on the stage or walked with my right arm and right leg forward, followed by the left! (phew..) Yup, met up again with my friends from Law..And yes my best friend, D, got back from Texas! SO that's the best part! The not so good part however is when i know that she's back but she wanted to keep it a surprise.. haha.. so i have to, of course, play along and pretend to be ahH!! surprised!!!

Alreadyy ppl!! the long awaited, Olympics in Athens have begun..!! ouhh love checking out the Men's Swimming Competitions!! (*drools..) Their.. bod, is beyond comparison... grr.. ok!! I shall stop! Why is it that i start having images of myself doing some sport and singing the Majulah Singapura after getting the silver medal?! Or that i find myself 'training' in my room for about an hour, doing handstands and replaying my gymnastic beam routine?? ..Must be due to the excessive amount of moth balls that i consumed. So ok we cant get enough watching the Olympics.. i completely salute those who participated! Gosh!! Especially to those who took part in Atheletic events!! I'm sure its 100% nerve wrecking and i hate the feeling of competitions! Just make me wanna run crying towards my mom, begging for a double scoop chocolate chip ice cream, head home and watch Barney.. Its times like this when i'm glad i'm slogging at home with ma big bag of chips staring at the beautiful JVC tv screen, instead of staying out there working office hours!! haha..

So the English Premier League match on Saturday kicked off with my boys against Tottenham Hotspurs. Final Score: Spurs 1 - Liverpool 1 Aight the match's pretty er.. O.K. i think? I was at the edge of my seat during the final minutes of the match when Tottenham kept going strong.. and Liverpool's almost fainting.. but its all good! A draw is as good as eating rice with butter. Err...ya.. And mann!! it seemed all different without having Owen on pitch! and sexy Danny Murphy too. That's sad. I'm sad. I look sad. My toes still look stunning though...

Sunday, August 08, 2004
+ Maroon 5's - She Will Be Loved...

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved (4x)

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved (4x)

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Saturday, August 07, 2004
+ Mom!! I misplaced my brain again..!!

Something insane happened to me lately
I've been strumming the guitar from morning to night
I really have no idea what came onto me
But seriously, since when have i been alright?

I'm still wondering why i'm lazing at home
When i should have been out there searching for cash
But heck its not like i'm alone!
I've got a sister for me to mash

So there you go, yet another Saturday passes by
No doubt i'm getting crankier each time
Look i'm sittin here grilling my mind
Hoping that all of these are gonna rhyme!

So ok why i scribble this down you say
I suppose it'll be err.. fun for me to do so?
Or maybe its just another boring day
Wait! is it just me or that i'm beginning to grow?!

Alright, I gotta admit I had a great weekend
Can't imagine anything flawed for me to amend
Nothing much.. just a surprise from a sincere friend
Thats enough to make me smile again without having to pretend..

Wednesday, August 04, 2004
+ My pleasure to introduce you to, Sir Rafael!!

Already!!... ppl settle down.... (*ahem..)
Presenting!! the next "new" kid on the block! Mr Rafael Benitez, who'll be managing my boys at Anfield. Could i have a moment please for the ex-manager, Mr Gerard Houllier, for whatever crap he has done to the team.. Your times up, babe!!
Mannn ohhh Mann!! Can't wait for the Epl season to begin!! its gonna be awesOme! Grrr..... !!

Lookin` goooood.. :)