Death.
How the hell this sorta thing gets to me you may ask?? I wont deny that death is something i wouldnt wanna look forward to, yet its something none of us can avoid regardless of the increase in the no. of graduates from Medical School.. My granduncle passed away last Saturday. Even though we met like once a year before this, i remember his features constantly whenever i thought about his children. Upon hearing the news from my grandma around 0700 hrs last Sunday, saying that he died in his sleep, I was indeed shocked for him to pass away at his age and ya no doubt, was upset abt it. The feeling that surged through me felt somewhat like a flash of dejavu.. when i recall the moment my paternal grandma passed away just 1 day before i sit for my Os, in the year 2000. And her daughter, a.k.a my fav. Aunt passed away the following year after my grandma's death, due to her illness and that she was bedridden for abt a yr.

Whenever i think about this, I cant help but wonder how long those around me are gonna live, and will i be able to see them in say 20 yrs time. Ya i'm unneccesarily creating chaos in my mind you'd say, i cant help but feel disturbed about this. I used to think death on a loved one is unfair, but not until i began to realise its something thats bound to happen to us and that, i've became a true believer in my religion and accept all the doings of God. Whenever i thought about the loved ones i've lost, i start to think of the ones around me and be grateful abt their presence while they're still here and yea well... cherish them always (*blessed).