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Sunday, October 31, 2004

+ new blogskin

Already then... uhhuh yah so i got myself a new skin to deco my rantings. Lemme know what ya guys think about this one. I friggin love the previous, but there's some bread crumbs stuck in the server, i thought i could get rid of them by licking 'em off but my saliva dried up quick leaving an unmistakably obvious stain. In short, the previous's history. Till i find another state of the Art skin soon, i shall have this one as a replacement for now. Crap, night came sooo soon when you're working on stuff like these...

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

+ Step 2: Do the chickie dance!

So here's the thing. Since morning, i've been in front of the computer searching for articles to read, browsing desktop wallpapers which i shall declare 'simply outdated' in some web pages, and sketched some dresses hoping to compile them all and open up my very own portfolio just incase my designer souls starts popping out again :) And yes, not forgetting the unnecessary phone calls to the SCDF to check on the time. lol* my boyfriend sorta introduced me to this website - www.crimelibrary.com - worth the read i must say! Loads of stories mostly about serial killers, gangsters, crazy murder cases and terrorists. And yah ads on Missing Children as well.. Little Nicholas's gone missing, can someone s'il vout plait notify me if u see him around..?! muchos gracias.

So ok basically wasted my time surfing the net, and i foresee myself doing the same till end of this week.. (*yawns) This is bad. I think i better go look for the vacuum cleaner and start vacuuming the whole carpeted 17th floor. Now i've got a reason to enter some hunky-dory lawyer's room. ;) Nahh there aren't many certified cute/hunky-dory lawyers on the floor i'm at..Most of them are "emm.. yahhh they're not cute but you'll find them cute soon" kind. WhOops! i forgot to have my vision break! Give me a moment, while i stare at this white paper i'm holding.

Alaamaak!! I finally get to watch PHONE BOOTH sia!! (ya..ya i'm slow) Colin's soo.. ..yummy. uuargghh... (*slurps) I think i liked the show. NO hastle. A quick 1 and a half hr show... didnt had enough of him but its ok. I just got my salary. Sian, i've got soo many bills to settle. Housing Loans, Car loan, Electricity & phone Bill and my credit card payments. Sheesh. Where do i begin!! can somebody heeeelp me.. Please provide your support to the less fortunate, aka ME. Please call 1900-HUDA-NEEDS-SHOPPING-MONEY to give your generous S$1,000/S$2,000 / S$3,000 donations. One deed, One Lifetime. Now's the time to do your part. (hehehe!) Geez!! i better get going and look busy!! (*farts)

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

+ Like my own..

I gotta admit that i love my family more than anything else. How my parent's constant barrage appears to be therapy to my ears, how my sister's maturity level is catching up with mine and how my brother has grown to be a sensible gentlemen by listening to my advice. Last night before i sleep, i was thinking how one day all of these wonderful moments will just fade away right before me. Will i be someone who's strong enough to take it all? or will i succumb to my weak emotions and put my life on the line..? i wonder how will i take things 20 yrs from now. I'm never prepared for something like that right now.. gosh i dont even know when i will ever be. I end up closing my eyes with a tear.. I guess its all about how strong my faith is, and i hope to be strong enough to take it like how it should be then. Looking at my mom cleaning the house and my dad watering the plants every day seems to be something i look forward to seeing all the time. I have no idea why. I ask my sister way more questions than the no. of interviews MJ's got on his nose job. Just so that i love to hear her speak to me. My brother.. i'm always complimenting on his school work and yeah a change in his dressing is enough to make me proud. Mann.. i'm gettin emotional! (*what siaa..) i gotta get some sleep.

Friday, October 22, 2004

+ Step 1: Jump off the MRT tracks.

Thanks to my dearest friend, Nash, i'm more concern about my blog these days and been tryin not to let it be stagnant! he-he.. So. I miss school. yah. Miss those days when u just dont bother attending classes and get away with a warning. Yah. i miss not being bothered abt school. gee... Been checking out SMU, seriously, i dont know if i'm gonna submit my application to do a degree next year. Sigh. Now i'm short of kaching$$! I can't even afford to look at BMW's anymore! the toy versions, i mean. Yah sia! sian. Ouh.. its SIP period for my juniors from Law. Yeah 4 of 'em came down to the firm i'm working at to do their attachment. ha.ha.ha.. seeing them do what i did previously, and getting bored with whatever they're doing? yah its some entertainment right there!! haha.. ok im a sadist. sorry. Anyhow, i did my attachment last yr at the firm i'm working at now.. and gosh seriously, their attachment's gonna be alot better than mine! coz i've got a copy of their schedule for their 3 mths attachment period and yah they're lucky to be able to learn alot more than what i got to previously. hrrmmpph.. oh heck! good for them. just hope they dont get bored easily..

Checked the time, its 1011am, i'm on my office PC.. i'm severely bored! i'm so er.. bored that i can kill a chicken with my nails.. yah. I'm thinking of last night's Spore Idol. Whats with Florence's bangs?! haha.. i was like eh? whats that animal doing on her head?! haha.. and i looooove OLINDA! gosh.. i sound like a groupie. (*slaps myself) i think its just the dress she wore. She looks amazing when she dresses like a lady! WOow.. maybe i should do a transformation on myself. yah.. like dress up like a drag queen / butch? ya i'll look awesOme.. (*in awe..)

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

+ I feel so Singaporean-fied...

Ya another lunch break wednesday. I feel so centered. Coz its a Wednesday. Grr.. but ok looking forward to tomorrow, coz boss's gonna be away till 1st Nov.. (*coughs) so ok.. lets talk about my ride home yesterday. Stayed up in the office till abt 1840 hrs, despite the fact that i can cabut by 1730 hrs. I'm just being irritating. Anyhow..Ya as expected, i got another tasks to do by 1745 hrs and another letter drafting at 1800 hrs. You cant imagine the animal sounds thats coming out from my stomach! i practically fasted even when its time for me to munch on something when the clock strikes past 1855 hrs. Grab a bite at Bengawan Solo, and thought of taking a taxi home. And so i waited for the cabby at the taxi stand and i came 5th in line.. so ok theres loooooads of cabs, with ON CALL signs... and none! None!! i tell you, that came by with the lighted yellow words!! so i waited for say.. 10 mins coz i was thinking, com'on there has to be hope left for mankind. No. No hope. So the hopeless me, waddled down in my heels to the train station. I soo love the crowd. serious. (*pissed) oh and whats with ppl with leaning on my skinny build for comfort??!! grrrr!! So i had to take a bus from the station, and i sooo feel that the driver's a fan of Daytona. The one that ends up losing the moment they counted 1,2 , GO!! sheesh.. Finally! i reached home safely at ard 1940hrs. *tsk tsk tsk!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

+ Mamma Mia!!

Much apologies to my readers.. (*grins) for the not very updated blog. Been pretty occupied with things lately like ruling the country, chasing debtors, counting staplets and admiring my office phone. Oh don't get me started with my Press Conference every Thursday at the Embassy! gosh... so pardon me. (*winks) Ok lets see... nothing much has been happening to me. Well i got a hair cut, added another piercing on my left ear to my collection, and buying 'work' clothes. I've been reading up on Tax Legislations on other countries.. and even though they're in plain English, i need to read and spell them out slowly. Man.. my vision's gettin slightly blurry already.. grrrr.... i hate wearing glasses, thats my problem. I'm afraid to waste money on contact lenses which has the highest probability of it gettin lost somewhere. Staring at a distance drives me crazy coz ok... what can i see again? hmm.. oh well. I'm just waiting for a donor who's willing to exchange with me their pair of eyes. I'm having my lunch break now and my secretary's noodles are making me twitch! haha.. i've got to persevere through the fasting month.. i must... (*smells) i'm thinkin noodles with fishballs, wanton and nice veggies to go along with it... (*drools)

Sunday, October 03, 2004

+ Evian - Natural Mineral water from the French Alps

Oh my goodness. Its October. I just realise that the year's ending, and i've not updated much since my last posting. Thats the effect of being employed. You tend to forgo your hobbies and other favourite casual routined tasks you did before, like blowing your nose or staring at the wall. Hmm.. nevermind that. I need a haircut. A simple one will do. I begin to accept that my locks are gettin heavier and disoriented, thus resulting me to be oblivious abt whats going around me. Its because of my hair, that i have not been reading the newspaper. Sheesh. My dad's goldfishes have got quite a gd appetite these days. Each time i walk to the balcony to count the no. of shoes i have, i can hear the fishes whine, demanding for food. At times, i thought i heard them calling out my name. Weird. So anyway, i'd be lying if i were to say i hate reality tv coz i'm always watching these sorta shows, not to mention S'pore Idol and America's Next Top Model. (*ahem) I went out with my girlfriends earlier today, got home around 11. I ordered, yet again, Green Tea Frep from Starbucks. Oh and i saw these green shoes from X:odus. Lovely! I've been having funny dreams lately. What is it with me and ppl whom i've never met, we'd play catching at some HDB flat?!! Or.. i'd see myself running a 2.4 km at Macritchie Reservoir?! Either that or i'm going out with my boyfriend who doesnt look like my boyfriend. Er.. yah. So.. why did the turkey crossed the road??


.daC. 01 Nov coke light dead cockroaches slow rock	Sunday, October 31, 2004 + new blogskin Already then... uhhuh yah so i got myself a new skin to deco my rantings. Lemme know what ya guys think about this one. I friggin love the previous, but there's some bread crumbs stuck in the server, i thought i could get rid of them by licking 'em off but my saliva dried up quick leaving an unmistakably obvious stain. In short, the previous's history. Till i find another state of the Art skin soon, i shall have this one as a replacement for now. Crap, night came sooo soon when you're working on stuff like these... 22:33 · Wednesday, October 27, 2004 + Step 2: Do the chickie dance! So here's the thing. Since morning, i've been in front of the computer searching for articles to read, browsing desktop wallpapers which i shall declare 'simply outdated' in some web pages, and sketched some dresses hoping to compile them all and open up my very own portfolio just incase my designer souls starts popping out again :) And yes, not forgetting the unnecessary phone calls to the SCDF to check on the time. lol* my boyfriend sorta introduced me to this website - www.crimelibrary.com - worth the read i must say! Loads of stories mostly about serial killers, gangsters, crazy murder cases and terrorists. And yah ads on Missing Children as well.. Little Nicholas's gone missing, can someone s'il vout plait notify me if u see him around..?! muchos gracias. So ok basically wasted my time surfing the net, and i foresee myself doing the same till end of this week.. (yawns) This is bad. I think i better go look for the vacuum cleaner and start vacuuming the whole carpeted 17th floor. Now i've got a reason to enter some hunky-dory lawyer's room. ;) Nahh there aren't many certified cute/hunky-dory lawyers on the floor i'm at..Most of them are "emm.. yahhh they're not cute but you'll find them cute soon" kind. WhOops! i forgot to have my vision break! Give me a moment, while i stare at this white paper i'm holding. Alaamaak!! I finally get to watch PHONE BOOTH sia!! (ya..ya i'm slow) Colin's soo.. ..yummy. uuargghh... (slurps) I think i liked the show. NO hastle. A quick 1 and a half hr show... didnt had enough of him but its ok. I just got my salary. Sian, i've got soo many bills to settle. Housing Loans, Car loan, Electricity & phone Bill and my credit card payments. Sheesh. Where do i begin!! can somebody heeeelp me.. Please provide your support to the less fortunate, aka ME. Please call 1900-HUDA-NEEDS-SHOPPING-MONEY to give your generous S$1,000/S$2,000 / S$3,000 donations. One deed, One Lifetime. Now's the time to do your part. (hehehe!) Geez!! i better get going and look busy!! (farts) 16:39 · Tuesday, October 26, 2004 + Like my own.. I gotta admit that i love my family more than anything else. How my parent's constant barrage appears to be therapy to my ears, how my sister's maturity level is catching up with mine and how my brother has grown to be a sensible gentlemen by listening to my advice. Last night before i sleep, i was thinking how one day all of these wonderful moments will just fade away right before me. Will i be someone who's strong enough to take it all? or will i succumb to my weak emotions and put my life on the line..? i wonder how will i take things 20 yrs from now. I'm never prepared for something like that right now.. gosh i dont even know when i will ever be. I end up closing my eyes with a tear.. I guess its all about how strong my faith is, and i hope to be strong enough to take it like how it should be then. Looking at my mom cleaning the house and my dad watering the plants every day seems to be something i look forward to seeing all the time. I have no idea why. I ask my sister way more questions than the no. of interviews MJ's got on his nose job. Just so that i love to hear her speak to me. My brother.. i'm always complimenting on his school work and yeah a change in his dressing is enough to make me proud. Mann.. i'm gettin emotional! (what siaa..) i gotta get some sleep. 00:03 · Friday, October 22, 2004 + Step 1: Jump off the MRT tracks. Thanks to my dearest friend, Nash, i'm more concern about my blog these days and been tryin not to let it be stagnant! he-he.. So. I miss school. yah. Miss those days when u just dont bother attending classes and get away with a warning. Yah. i miss not being bothered abt school. gee... Been checking out SMU, seriously, i dont know if i'm gonna submit my application to do a degree next year. Sigh. Now i'm short of kaching$$! I can't even afford to look at BMW's anymore! the toy versions, i mean. Yah sia! sian. Ouh.. its SIP period for my juniors from Law. Yeah 4 of 'em came down to the firm i'm working at to do their attachment. ha.ha.ha.. seeing them do what i did previously, and getting bored with whatever they're doing? yah its some entertainment right there!! haha.. ok im a sadist. sorry. Anyhow, i did my attachment last yr at the firm i'm working at now.. and gosh seriously, their attachment's gonna be alot better than mine! coz i've got a copy of their schedule for their 3 mths attachment period and yah they're lucky to be able to learn alot more than what i got to previously. hrrmmpph.. oh heck! good for them. just hope they dont get bored easily.. Checked the time, its 1011am, i'm on my office PC.. i'm severely bored! i'm so er.. bored that i can kill a chicken with my nails.. yah. I'm thinking of last night's Spore Idol. Whats with Florence's bangs?! haha.. i was like eh? whats that animal doing on her head?! haha.. and i looooove OLINDA! gosh.. i sound like a groupie. (slaps myself) i think its just the dress she wore. She looks amazing when she dresses like a lady! WOow.. maybe i should do a transformation on myself. yah.. like dress up like a drag queen / butch? ya i'll look awesOme.. (in awe..) 10:18 · Wednesday, October 20, 2004 + I feel so Singaporean-fied... Ya another lunch break wednesday. I feel so centered. Coz its a Wednesday. Grr.. but ok looking forward to tomorrow, coz boss's gonna be away till 1st Nov.. (coughs) so ok.. lets talk about my ride home yesterday. Stayed up in the office till abt 1840 hrs, despite the fact that i can cabut* by 1730 hrs. I'm just being irritating. Anyhow..Ya as expected, i got another tasks to do by 1745 hrs and another letter drafting at 1800 hrs. You cant imagine the animal sounds thats coming out from my stomach! i practically fasted even when its time for me to munch on something when the clock strikes past 1855 hrs. Grab a bite at Bengawan Solo, and thought of taking a taxi home. And so i waited for the cabby at the taxi stand and i came 5th in line.. so ok theres loooooads of cabs, with ON CALL signs... and none! None!! i tell you, that came by with the lighted yellow words!! so i waited for say.. 10 mins coz i was thinking, com'on there has to be hope left for mankind. No. No hope. So the hopeless me, waddled down in my heels to the train station. I soo love the crowd. serious. (pissed) oh and whats with ppl with leaning on my skinny build for comfort??!! grrrr!! So i had to take a bus from the station, and i sooo feel that the driver's a fan of Daytona. The one that ends up losing the moment they counted 1,2 , GO!! sheesh.. Finally! i reached home safely at ard 1940hrs. tsk tsk tsk!! 13:12 · Tuesday, October 19, 2004 + Mamma Mia!! Much apologies to my readers.. (grins) for the not very updated blog. Been pretty occupied with things lately like ruling the country, chasing debtors, counting staplets and admiring my office phone. Oh don't get me started with my Press Conference every Thursday at the Embassy! gosh... so pardon me. (winks) Ok lets see... nothing much has been happening to me. Well i got a hair cut, added another piercing on my left ear to my collection, and buying 'work' clothes. I've been reading up on Tax Legislations on other countries.. and even though they're in plain English, i need to read and spell them out slowly. Man.. my vision's gettin slightly blurry already.. grrrr.... i hate wearing glasses, thats my problem. I'm afraid to waste money on contact lenses which has the highest probability of it gettin lost somewhere. Staring at a distance drives me crazy coz ok... what can i see again? hmm.. oh well. I'm just waiting for a donor who's willing to exchange with me their pair of eyes. I'm having my lunch break now and my secretary's noodles are making me twitch! haha.. i've got to persevere through the fasting month.. i must... (smells) i'm thinkin noodles with fishballs, wanton and nice veggies to go along with it... (drools) 13:10 · Sunday, October 03, 2004 + Evian - Natural Mineral water from the French Alps Oh my goodness. Its October. I just realise that the year's ending, and i've not updated much since my last posting. Thats the effect of being employed. You tend to forgo your hobbies and other favourite casual routined tasks you did before, like blowing your nose or staring at the wall. Hmm.. nevermind that. I need a haircut. A simple one will do. I begin to accept that my locks are gettin heavier and disoriented, thus resulting me to be oblivious abt whats going around me. Its because of my hair, that i have not been reading the newspaper. Sheesh. My dad's goldfishes have got quite a gd appetite these days. Each time i walk to the balcony to count the no. of shoes i have, i can hear the fishes whine, demanding for food. At times, i thought i heard them calling out my name. Weird. So anyway, i'd be lying if i were to say i hate reality tv coz i'm always watching these sorta shows, not to mention S'pore Idol and America's Next Top Model. (*ahem) I went out with my girlfriends earlier today, got home around 11. I ordered, yet again, Green Tea Frep from Starbucks. Oh and i saw these green shoes from X:odus. Lovely! I've been having funny dreams lately. What is it with me and ppl whom i've never met, we'd play catching at some HDB flat?!! Or.. i'd see myself running a 2.4 km at Macritchie Reservoir?! Either that or i'm going out with my boyfriend who doesnt look like my boyfriend. Er.. yah. So.. why did the turkey crossed the road?? 01:32 ·