I gotta admit that i love my family more than anything else. How my parent's constant barrage appears to be therapy to my ears, how my sister's maturity level is catching up with mine and how my brother has grown to be a sensible gentlemen by listening to my advice. Last night before i sleep, i was thinking how one day all of these wonderful moments will just fade away right before me. Will i be someone who's strong enough to take it all? or will i succumb to my weak emotions and put my life on the line..? i wonder how will i take things 20 yrs from now. I'm never prepared for something like that right now.. gosh i dont even know when i will ever be. I end up closing my eyes with a tear.. I guess its all about how strong my faith is, and i hope to be strong enough to take it like how it should be then. Looking at my mom cleaning the house and my dad watering the plants every day seems to be something i look forward to seeing all the time. I have no idea why. I ask my sister way more questions than the no. of interviews MJ's got on his nose job. Just so that i love to hear her speak to me. My brother.. i'm always complimenting on his school work and yeah a change in his dressing is enough to make me proud. Mann.. i'm gettin emotional! (*what siaa..) i gotta get some sleep.