I felt depressed over the dream i had earlier.. yah i slept at around 830pm and woke up close to 11pm afterwards. Well its about some guy i sorta have high hopes on maybe sometime early this year. Without realizing, he's moving on with another without signalling anything to me. And apparently, me being me, i didnt take notice of his weird all of a sudden disappearance and just dismissed it thinkin his tight schedule's really tight. My close friends knew how i felt when i told them about it after finding out tt he's attached to my sec school friend... and are pretty much in love together now, i suppose. Or like i mentioned to D, probably they're engaged and gettin married end of December. And the dream u'd ask?? yah i dreamt that we're livin under the same roof and making a decent living with our respective professions, and we are indeed happy. Or at least, i was. The whole picture was what i so imagined it to be. But i suppose its better off being watched, like in a movie way instead, coz gd things never stay for long.

So since the day he got attached, we sorta break off our friendship just like tt.. I sent him a decent email, not sounding Sadistic whatsoever, and said i'd wish i could have found out the truth from him himself and not by me finding it out on my own. Like how me and ma 15th century old bastard would quote, shit happens.