Tuesday, May 31, 2005
+ The Last Supper
I've began to see how things have been quite predictable. Like i said before, the fact that there are only 2 species in this world (i.e. a male & a female) still wonders me to this day. How we are constantly meetin ppl and making new friends, we can somehow predict the sort of person he/she is. Whenever i advice my friends on r/ship issues, i find myself repeating those words "You know how guys are!" bla bla bla... seems like guys are always guys. and likewise for girls. Having a few guy friends around to tell me abt how they'd stereotype girls in general. Girls being very indecisive, vulnerable in rocky situations, stubborn when advised and equipped with the ability to whine unexpectedly. I wish i could beg to differ on this, but i simply can't reason my way through. Interesting, i feel.
So if i see a guy, and he's gotten all soooO nice to me, its either he likes me or he's made a bet with his gang that he'd mess up my life or he just wanna unleash my purity. Hrmm... wonder what do guys think of girls who start being nice to them. That, i've yet to discover. Allow me to ponder on this.
Monday, May 30, 2005
+ Broken Road
I kept doing my research the whole day. Everyone said i look crappy today cos of my unintentional cringing lines between my brows. Had ta look out for 6 issues in total. So far, i manage the 4 and a half. *snorts*
Met Awin for lunch @ Fig & Olive. We bloat quite abit after that. But we're very much sexy still.
Read a friend's latest entry. Bout her exBf, who's a friend of mine. I think she's hurt enough, can't imagine the pain she had to go through.. All i can say is, Nana, if you're reading this, truly sorry about what had happened and the crazy shit u had to succumb too. I wouldnt know what i'd do if i were in your position. Be strong sweetz!
Saturday, May 28, 2005
+ Love Them
My weak heart sank as i looked into their innocent eyes. The kids from Singapore Childrens' Society were indeed a sweet bunch. Many had hopes of becoming successful when they grow up, while the rest are left in wonders as to what they want to be. Being my first time doing volunteer work since i started working, i didnt know what to do or say to these kids. All i know is at the back of my mind, i just want them to feel happy just for the day by having us around. I'm glad to have gone through this with my 2 bestfriends and we indeed have learnt alot from this priceless experience. Looking at the 3 yr old, Xavier, who ended up sleeping in my arms on our way back, i prayed that he'd grow up to be a good person and not let his childhood memories affect him severely. The endless WHYs were constantly running through my mind when i see him laugh or start finding solace in me whenever he felt frightened. I got caught up with my emotions as i see D and Awin laughing along to the boy named Farhan who initially refused to talk to either one of us but as the day ended, he started joking around with them and did the Dayana's Hi5ives.
Wonderful moment it has been. Something worth cherishing.
+ Red eye-shadow guy
Alas... its Friday night. Met up with the gorgeousness earlier for dinner. The firm declared today to be the "Eat with Your Family Day", and that everyone get to leave office at 5pm. Despite the amazing news, i had to stay back till 6 to finish up last min assignments. *sheesh* Met up with D at around 7pm. hrmm.. yup, i HAD TO WAIT! and the Awin arrives an hr thereafter.
*scratches eyes..
The hungry gorgeousness decided to head down to the famous la fame, Tong Seng Bristo (*snorts..) for our meal. We chatted. Well actually they chatted while i sat down comfortably and savouring every scoop of my fish soup with rice, and simply nod to whatever they're saying. Dayana is sooo glowing now! I'm glad, d! *winks* And awin, no. no white sandals ok. You're freaking me out.
Later, we invaded the Body Shop. I got kinda sleepy while waiting for them so i ended up walking around the store aimlessly. D spent a bomb, didnt she!? and awin. Yes, that lip colours u bought earlier, u have all of it. Yes, ALL.
*scratches left eye...
Time states 1244am. I'm sleepy but i can't sleep as yet. Waiting for a particular phonecall. *hee.. So tomorrow, be meetin the girls again. Be doing some volunteer work and hangin out at the park with the kids from the Singapore Children's Society. Lookin forward to it.. =)
Sunday, May 22, 2005
+ AduuuuhhH!!!
I'm melting as i speak.. Its one of the things that could easily melt me to puddles as i kept watching the indonesia band, Peter Pan's peformance at APM. Sensous male vocalists can easily destroy my body's defences, giving me the dazed effect and my lips curve to a satisfied smile. Ariel from PeterPan's one of them, Duta from SO7 followed by Adam from Maroon 5, Brad from 3doordown, Chad from Nickelback. Or u can jolly well leave me behind at some cafe where a live band's playing an old number. i can soooo drift away w/o a problem. I think having a partner who's got a certain nice voice and sings well would be some catch i say.... (*ahem to all male vocalist*)
Indeed, music can change the world.
Saturday, May 21, 2005
+ The Year was 1998...
The class of 2E1, yr 1998. Thanks to Syaz for the masterpiece!! (thank you, syazzz...!!) As you can see, many of our signatures (the ladies' in particular) have been heavily influenced by boybands and thus, we had to have super lengthy last names, depending on which boyband member from whatever boyband we are soo in love with at that point of time. *snorts* try looking for my signature. Huda sm'n Carter.. sm'n Sculthorpe. Was thinking who's last name's Sculthorpe.. then i remembered Take 5! hahah...
Girl i give... (i give)
My Love, (my love).. only to you...
I give my love forever i do.....
You win, my heart
There's no holding back girl
I give.....
Haha!! to ex bbcs!! (boybandchasers) Remember Stevie, Ryan, Clay, T.J. and Tilky. wait his name's Tilky!!?? hahahhahah!!!! darn why didnt i made fun of his name when taking their autograph!? Sigh.. those were the days la... miss my bbc gang too!! aiyayyai.....
After seeing the above signatures, i felt so missed. Miss them all, somehow or rather i may be the quietest ass around the classroom, being the class's Sports Representative all.. (haha) but those were indeed gd times. Dratz. Feelin Emo now...
Maybe i should switch on to my Moffatts album and search to Track 2 - Miss You Like Crazy.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
+ Somewhere Over the Rainbow
Why did the turkey cross the road?
So the qn has been in me. though i know the answer to that despicable riddle, i like the feelin of gettin stress out over the riddle. not sure why. And yes, lately i've been caught up being one of the many readers who got hooked to the Da Vinci code. No dont get me wrong, i'm not literally influenced by the details that i read. Just that the plot's amazing written with surreal historical fiction in respect to artiste and religion. Many have warned me about the gradual effects of reading such a novel, but fear not my friends for i will not get misled by the facts before me. In any event that i sooo feel the writer, i shall divert more attention to the Quran than usual.
The printer beside me has been working since morning. Poor piece of junk. Never rest. Always Eveready. Its moments like this that i'm glad i'm human.
Heard abt my friend, Ms Kylie on the news. Feel sorry for her. Well, lets all hope she'll recover from it, and may good health come rolling in for her again.
Its Wednesday AGAIN!! haha... weeee... i'm glad. The weather this morning is heaven. Its a dont-wake-me-up-you-Gun! morning. Yeah blame it on the weather and the Dunlopillo, i arrive at the office 10 mins past 9. *snorts* But i guess its pretty hard this days to give excuses for comin in late by blaming the weather, cos Singapore's practically sheltered everywhere! I never carried an umbrella around. Can't fit in my handbag la. thats why.
Anyways, hope it rains tonight. Lookin forward to a chilly sleep~!
So the qn has been in me. though i know the answer to that despicable riddle, i like the feelin of gettin stress out over the riddle. not sure why. And yes, lately i've been caught up being one of the many readers who got hooked to the Da Vinci code. No dont get me wrong, i'm not literally influenced by the details that i read. Just that the plot's amazing written with surreal historical fiction in respect to artiste and religion. Many have warned me about the gradual effects of reading such a novel, but fear not my friends for i will not get misled by the facts before me. In any event that i sooo feel the writer, i shall divert more attention to the Quran than usual.
The printer beside me has been working since morning. Poor piece of junk. Never rest. Always Eveready. Its moments like this that i'm glad i'm human.
Heard abt my friend, Ms Kylie on the news. Feel sorry for her. Well, lets all hope she'll recover from it, and may good health come rolling in for her again.
Its Wednesday AGAIN!! haha... weeee... i'm glad. The weather this morning is heaven. Its a dont-wake-me-up-you-Gun! morning. Yeah blame it on the weather and the Dunlopillo, i arrive at the office 10 mins past 9. *snorts* But i guess its pretty hard this days to give excuses for comin in late by blaming the weather, cos Singapore's practically sheltered everywhere! I never carried an umbrella around. Can't fit in my handbag la. thats why.
Anyways, hope it rains tonight. Lookin forward to a chilly sleep~!
Sunday, May 15, 2005
+ Tragic Kingdom
"you came in with the breeze
on Sunday morning
you sure have changed since yesterday
without any warning
i thought i knew you
i thought i knew you
i thought i knew you well.... so well"
Went to Wheelock Place yesternight. i splurge on a bag. the Crumpler they call it. Bloooody ex, but hell i love the bag. been dreeeaming abt it since forever, and now that i'm earning, i thought its a gd time to buy it anyways.
Met him yesterday, to get that bag. i introduced him to that brand, but i ended up buying instead of him. how typical. later we had tea @ Royal Plaza. 9 bucks for a lipton tea. Yup Good Things Grow *snorts. had 2 games of sloppy pool. then rushed back home at 2130hrs cos my aunt's comin over, together with his adorably intelligent & highly packed with ultraman stunts, 5 yr old. That boy's hot. Freaking smart, and doing gymnastics too. Good sport i say. ahem.
And yeah, then later i had dinner at 0030 hrs. haha. and switched on to my fav Amazing Race finale encore. On both occasions that i watch the show, both times i had difficulty breathing. One heck of a race that was! And so i decide to allow nature takes its course and doze off by 0230hrs.
Woke up today feelin Sunday-fied. Hot and humid weather, nothing to do except housework, and good breakfast from Eunos. Dejavu every single sunday w/o fail. xianz. just finished the work i brought home. *yesss!.
okay i'm bored. yup. i am.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
+ Princess. You know who you are...
Yet another Friday the 13th has passed. Its close to 1am in the morning as i speak. Got supppper lazy today. Decide to bring my work home. I reallyy need much much rest. I just finished the chores. Hmm.. gettn VERY used to it.. sianz. After all the work, i had to rest ya? So i decided to catch some MTV Non-stop Hits. I love Rob Thomas. But i prefer him in Matchbox 20!? Yeah.. he's hotter then. But seems to me he's becoming like.. Justin Timberlake from the behind!! *horror! Love his song tho, but i'm hoping that he doesnt eventually end up makin a music video with some boyband/britney dance moves... (*think dirty pop) So ok, yknow how office politics and gossips just comes with the job that i'm in. Yeah, been seeing quite a no. of complaints from various peeps. About not being happy with another co-worker or feelin pissed about another person's words. Geez. To be honest, i dont wanna get in the middle of things, but i do want to help them out by listening. And so i did. Hrm.. makes me kinda worried should something just go out of proportion. A sure tense moment that will be if anything should blow up. Lucky me, the lawyers in the team arent having much issues. So i'd go hang with them more often, cos all they can think abt is how they should rephrase their 2nd paragraph of their advise to clients. Which is what i'd think about every night before going to bed.... *yawnz
Do i look boring? Dull? or dreadful!? maybe Nauseating!? The secretaries kept tellin me to look more cheerful and act my age. I'm like, huh!?! ok. How'd i do that if i work in a law firm, doing advise, calling clients, drafting petitions and reading up Acts? See if i'm working in a CD store, or McDonald's, i'd probably do a very good job on being myself! Wait, or maybe i should start talking childish.. and giggle often. Yah. Do something about my sense of humour and laugh at the sight of a photocopying machine photocopying my fingers, and say "oohh! soo cute!!" and pass the copied paper around and spread the looOve....
Yah perhaps that should do the trick.
Do i look boring? Dull? or dreadful!? maybe Nauseating!? The secretaries kept tellin me to look more cheerful and act my age. I'm like, huh!?! ok. How'd i do that if i work in a law firm, doing advise, calling clients, drafting petitions and reading up Acts? See if i'm working in a CD store, or McDonald's, i'd probably do a very good job on being myself! Wait, or maybe i should start talking childish.. and giggle often. Yah. Do something about my sense of humour and laugh at the sight of a photocopying machine photocopying my fingers, and say "oohh! soo cute!!" and pass the copied paper around and spread the looOve....
Yah perhaps that should do the trick.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
+ ArrrgH!!!! they WON!!! *leaps!!
I'm sooooo verrrryyy tremendousllyyyy absooolutely happy and overwhelmed after knowing that they, Uchenna & Joyce! won the Amazing Race 7! I was hoping that they finish first and they did!! YES!!! and Romber came in second!! Thank you, Puerto Rico!! now i can have a peaceful sleep tonight knowing that my prayers have been answered, and ya that the greedy realityTV couple didnt get that extra million dollar for their wedding reception.
*overjoyed... ;)
Nice, Wednesday.. Its my favouritest day of the week i say (after Friday i.e.)
Why?!! Cause its ..(repeated forehead smacking, pls)......
1. Stationery day - We can go shop for stationeries by looking through the List of Items on the Stationery Form.
2. Midwife - Its gd to be in the middle of things. Just 2 more days, and you'll be swinging to the Ends.
3. Moderately Moderate - Work load's always reasonable on Weds, dont know why. but i'm enjoying it tonnes though.
4. TV night - i say, Good shows. American Idol!! er.. news.. & the Amazing Race!! awesome.. cant wait!!
5. I like to watch the Addam's Family.
Why?!! Cause its ..(repeated forehead smacking, pls)......
1. Stationery day - We can go shop for stationeries by looking through the List of Items on the Stationery Form.
2. Midwife - Its gd to be in the middle of things. Just 2 more days, and you'll be swinging to the Ends.
3. Moderately Moderate - Work load's always reasonable on Weds, dont know why. but i'm enjoying it tonnes though.
4. TV night - i say, Good shows. American Idol!! er.. news.. & the Amazing Race!! awesome.. cant wait!!
5. I like to watch the Addam's Family.
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
+Confusion by The Zutons
It's funny how it tears me apart
First it breaks your head then your heart
I should've loved you better
From the start
It's chewin' at my bones and my brains
It's workin' through the flesh that remains
Why can't this feelin' leave me
And just fade away?
From day one I led you on
I'm sorry girl, but I can't stay
Things have changed, they're not the same
Now I must walk the other way
Confusion raining down from up high
And all the time you ask yourself 'why?'
Why can't you make decisions
Can't make up your mind
Although you're trying hard to forget
The reason why you feel so misled
Now come on and forgive me
I'll help you accept
From day one I led you on
I'm sorry girl, but I can't stay
Things have changed, they're not the same
Now I must walk the other way
From day one I led you on
I'm sorry girl, but I can't stay
Things have changed, they're not the same
Now I must walk the other way... home
It's funny how it tears me apart
First it breaks your head then your heart
I should've loved you better
From the start
It's chewin' at my bones and my brains
It's workin' through the flesh that remains
Why can't this feelin' leave me
And just fade away?
From day one I led you on
I'm sorry girl, but I can't stay
Things have changed, they're not the same
Now I must walk the other way
Confusion raining down from up high
And all the time you ask yourself 'why?'
Why can't you make decisions
Can't make up your mind
Although you're trying hard to forget
The reason why you feel so misled
Now come on and forgive me
I'll help you accept
From day one I led you on
I'm sorry girl, but I can't stay
Things have changed, they're not the same
Now I must walk the other way
From day one I led you on
I'm sorry girl, but I can't stay
Things have changed, they're not the same
Now I must walk the other way... home
Monday, May 09, 2005
+ Her Touch
Met mother over MSN just awhile ago.. was using my sister's account instead of mine. And so all the while, she thought it was idra who spoke with her. Asked her abt the mother's day gifts that we sent last Thursday.It took quite abit for her to reply, seems that she kept retyping her words over and over, before she finally said.. "Yes, i received the presents, the bear, the flowers, the photoframe with the family picture, the brooch and the card. Adik tell kakak i say thanks, and tell papa that i will remember his words always." I took seconds before replying back to her, with rolled up tissue on my left hand. "Hope you liked the presents, ma.." She did the retyping of msges over and over again. Seems to me that she had already expressed her thoughts down on her first msg, and realised that it was far too emotional that she deleted the former and substituted it with "..Yes i liked it very much. I shed tears looking at each one of the presents. Thank u all very much" Minutes later, she had to go to the airport to fetch one of her colleagues. Yet another conversation from afar ended with a simple bye. Logged out for my sis and head straight to the washroom. Began to wash my face and did my prayers.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
+ Warm Wishes to Mother Siti and to all Mommas..
Happy Mother's Day..
Happy Mother's Day..
Thursday, May 05, 2005
+ May the force be with you
The date today is : 05/05/05.Nope. i'm not kidding. it is 05/05/05.
No, 05 is not my fav no.
The date is 05/05/05 =)
Ooooh.. 05/05/05.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
+ Dunman and Me..
I received a weird msg last night. It reads...
"Huda Maam, are u still vi of dunman?"
I replied "Hi there, may i know who u are? And i dont quite get what u mean.."
She Replied: "I'm ching yee.. i mean r u still attached to dunman?"
????!!
I said "No, i'm not even from Dunman sec. And how'd u get my no. ?"
She didnt reply.
Huh was all could mutter. Sure she got my name AND my hp no. right. But what do i have got to do with dunman? how the hell i know this ching yee? ok maybe my sec sch uniform is somewhat like Dunman sec's uniform, but WSS skirt is wayy nicer!~ erps.. and its obvious. But then again, if i had known her wayy back then like 5 yrs ago, wearing my sec school uniform, why is she asking me that silly qn say now? i'm attached to dunman? or is Dunman her bf's name? Why is she calling me 'Maam'??! i wasnt in any uniform grp previously! Now i feel old.
Maam. That'll be a total of 2 As and 2 Ms in that word. Maam.
strange... sungguh strange.
"Huda Maam, are u still vi of dunman?"
I replied "Hi there, may i know who u are? And i dont quite get what u mean.."
She Replied: "I'm ching yee.. i mean r u still attached to dunman?"
????!!
I said "No, i'm not even from Dunman sec. And how'd u get my no. ?"
She didnt reply.
Huh was all could mutter. Sure she got my name AND my hp no. right. But what do i have got to do with dunman? how the hell i know this ching yee? ok maybe my sec sch uniform is somewhat like Dunman sec's uniform, but WSS skirt is wayy nicer!~ erps.. and its obvious. But then again, if i had known her wayy back then like 5 yrs ago, wearing my sec school uniform, why is she asking me that silly qn say now? i'm attached to dunman? or is Dunman her bf's name? Why is she calling me 'Maam'??! i wasnt in any uniform grp previously! Now i feel old.
Maam. That'll be a total of 2 As and 2 Ms in that word. Maam.
strange... sungguh strange.
Monday, May 02, 2005
~* mike delfino *~
My trusted pipe fixer... he sure knows how to keep me feelin tight always..
Sunday, May 01, 2005
+ Lady Rain
It raaainnnned!!! thank God!! its about time!! i sooo think that should anyone be interested in sweating your fats out and considering an hr of sauna slacking, u can do that at my place. FOC. my room especially. Its directly facing the morning AND afternoon sun. yup. it pricks my skin, and no way can i sleep past 8am when i'm in there. eeee..... the thought of my room makes me perspire buckets!
Met my friend downstairs, she told me she got accepted to both NUS and SMU!!! damn!! she sooo lucky! sigh~ but she'd most likely opt for NUS, she said. Cos SMU insisted that she took her SATs again, since her earlier score wasn't that ok. Now i feel like schooling!! how!? i took up a savings cum insurance plan with DBS for 20 yrs!! if i were to stop working, who pays my premiums!?! sianz... then i better start making a move at some eligible male lawyers at my firm la like dis!!
Anyway, whats gd in the cinemas lately.... the last i watched was Guess Who starring my future fiance, Ashton Kutcher. Wanted to take the kids out for a movie today, but the movies showing arent much for them, tho my sister insisted on watching Wet Dreams. hahaha... goshh they've grown up soo fast!