Wednesday, June 29, 2005
+ Ripley's Believe It or Not
Think i told this to some of my friends. My sis was talkin to me the other day, and all of a sudden she popped an interesting question to me. A question which, well yah probably others might have asked me. Anyone else but NOT from my sister!
Idra: "Huda, how come you're still single ah?"
I looked at her with a frown. She understood my facial expression. It reads "Huh?!"
Idra: "Yah, i mean you're gd looking and u dress very nice. I think you should be more friendly to guys and get their attention more."
This time around i shrieked. "WhATT!!??" and found myself in a tiptoe position.
And slowly my modesty surfaced. Told her no la... i'm not that gd lookin cos if she were to look around properly, there are indeed many more gorgeous singles around. I'd probably be the rolled-up-and-slightly-moist tissue someone left behind on the shelves of Swarovski next to the sale items.
Her question left me wondering.. Is she in need of more cash?? or just a new set of clothes??
Whatever her intentions were by sayin those stuff she said, it sure did kept my inner child smiling the entire day.
Kids. Always telling the truth.
Idra: "Huda, how come you're still single ah?"
I looked at her with a frown. She understood my facial expression. It reads "Huh?!"
Idra: "Yah, i mean you're gd looking and u dress very nice. I think you should be more friendly to guys and get their attention more."
This time around i shrieked. "WhATT!!??" and found myself in a tiptoe position.
And slowly my modesty surfaced. Told her no la... i'm not that gd lookin cos if she were to look around properly, there are indeed many more gorgeous singles around. I'd probably be the rolled-up-and-slightly-moist tissue someone left behind on the shelves of Swarovski next to the sale items.
Her question left me wondering.. Is she in need of more cash?? or just a new set of clothes??
Whatever her intentions were by sayin those stuff she said, it sure did kept my inner child smiling the entire day.
Kids. Always telling the truth.
Monday, June 27, 2005
+ Just Shoot Me
Shitless.
I'm falling again.
I hate it when my heart itches and my mind gets distracted easily when i dont want it to.
I'm gettin pissed with myself now.
I hope i hit the ground real quick to realise that all that feeling was just another thump and nothing more to it.
Shitless.
Sunday, June 26, 2005
~* You sexayy thang!! *~
After the birth of my Zen, now i present my new love, Rouge~! oooo!! i luuuurve!! haii~
Yup i got myself a digi cam today. cos pay's in. so yah.. haha... all is gd now! oooh.. im super in love with the colour! eekk! ok think i spent quite a bit today. bought my sis a new pair of adidas sports shoe, a new nike bag, tonnes of junk food and yes my Rouge. =) oh so nice~
+ I'm the Ageless Woman
Its 2 am. Got home like an hr ago from Dionne's bbq. And i'm still in my blog-colour outfit! ;) i'm terribly loving the light green and turqoise color combination!! I think i've found my colour!! anyways, met the lovable D today (who yah, gave us the wrong destination) and finally get to meet the family~ Food's great! Mummy's curry was good as usual! and the cake's yummy! The fruit salad's heaven! (herrmmmm....)
So awin stayed at the chalet with D, i head home with elii, jila and nurul. Oh and also with ierfan, who drove us to our respective asylums. (huuummmmm...) Yah. So. Moving On..
Talked to mummy for abt close to an hr.. great lady she is. Talkin to her makes me miss my mom even more! haaii~ hope she's doing gd. Cant wait for her to return next mth!
*scratches butt*
oh when i got home i was overwhelmed by a tragic moment. was on the phone with asree, and all of a sudden i heard something fell to the floor at the balcony. then there's this irritating flipflapping sound. which is scary. yah. then i saw a fish, the size of my hand, lying there. trying so darn hard to flip its way back into the aquarium. think he was doin the Finding Nemo stunt. to swim to the sea. so sad. so i hang up the phone and stood there crying. it lay there motionless, looking exhausted, and badly in need of CPR. and yah perhaps water. i didnt know what to do cos i was afraid if i had carried that poor fish it might just slap me in the face, so i woke my dad up. he searched for the net, effortlessly lift that fish up and placed him back to wear it belong. i wiped away my tears feelin grateful that he's alive still. went in to the room. switched on the air conditioning, the computer. and yawned.
Friday, June 24, 2005
*SALE!!*
Mango SALE! up to 50% off!!! GIRRRRRLLLS!!!!~
WARNING: High human congestion, plenty of butt rubbings and tonnes of 50yr old aunties hanging on to the red coloured pants.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
+ To Mom and Dad
I've yet to let mom know abt dad's condition. He's been in the hospital for 2 days now. hopefully he'll be home by thursday. Just couldnt get through to her. Stupid connection to dhaka. Hardly goes through. Sent her an sms, dont know if she received my msg also. I take it, whatever's going on now happens for a definite reason. Perhaps its a note from God to me that whatever happens, never to let my parents out of my sight for they are the most important loved ones i will ever meet. Love them both to bits.
The best picture ever taken with my parents!! Dont know how young i was back then, but all i can say is.. Gosshh i could never look anymore stressed out than this mug shot of me with my parents! Must be the high consumption of Chuppa Chupps!!
Ohh what a beautiful kid!!! So pretty aint she?!! Such a cute dress! Dont u just adore her!? Chet~ Cannot carry la sia!!
Oh. And its no fun anymore when i got to know that my brother's on the way. Sheesh.
Monday, June 20, 2005
+ Give me one reason
How much does it take to forgive someone? Someone who left a deep cut in your heart,that promises great scarring for the next decade? Would u be interested in knowing a certain someone after learning about his past? or would you depend on the hopeful future that it will never surface to haunt you? As of late, I've learnt plenty about relationships / dealing with that crush feelin. definitely abt the crazy bumps whenever we get serious with a certain someone. It takes one to experience pain in order to heal another's hurt. Does it really happen that the heart takes over the mind most? And that the mind starts to function alil later once the heart no longer beats? complicated am i? I'm just plain bored. Thoughts like this comes whenever i look around me and when i see couples fighting i begin to question why'd they even start it!?
Oh Well...
I stopped by Planet Fitness the other day. Sexy place i tell u! Xavier, quite a hunky instructor showed me around the place. That loud music blasting makes you feel like drowning yourself in your own sweat! And try to look Fabulous while you're at it. The instructors are... Yummmy, without a doubt. Hey, i might just end up going home with one of them after my pilates class! (*winks) The price for all that rolls up to $1,600. I almost dropped by left eyeball when he dictated the figure to me. I guess I'd probably stick to running around my estate, netball on saturdays and tennis on ESPN.
Oh Well...
I stopped by Planet Fitness the other day. Sexy place i tell u! Xavier, quite a hunky instructor showed me around the place. That loud music blasting makes you feel like drowning yourself in your own sweat! And try to look Fabulous while you're at it. The instructors are... Yummmy, without a doubt. Hey, i might just end up going home with one of them after my pilates class! (*winks) The price for all that rolls up to $1,600. I almost dropped by left eyeball when he dictated the figure to me. I guess I'd probably stick to running around my estate, netball on saturdays and tennis on ESPN.
Sunday, June 19, 2005
+ Falling for Saturday
Its 0120am. I am sleepy but i thought i have to blog before sleeping. my dearest friend, Farhana got engaged today. Very nice. Very good. She wore something green. Superb colour choice. Very nice. I ate quite ALOT seh at her place!! i gained 1kg!! wooot~~!! (*applause pls) Yup. Free food taste better than creme brulee.. ;) Me and winzy decided to go to Town afterwards to meet Ratna, together with Smurf.. heee.. Sat down at Starbucks. Met awin's other primary school friend. Met cute guy with nice lips. Met a number of pudgey-wudgies. Met a dreadlock babe. Met minahs. Met my green frepp. Met awin's hazelnut latte (yucks!!). Met that fella who stares at awin's boobs. Then i met CityChain. And i got my dad a watch! Thanks to ma babes for helpin me choose! Hope he likes it! To all my guy friends who are nursing their kids as of this moment, Happy Father's Day!!
# Chillin to Tracy Chapman's. Fab song this is... #
Saturday, June 18, 2005
You Are 45% Normal (Somewhat Normal) |
 While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
Friday, June 17, 2005
+ Not Good. Not Good at all.
The day went reaaally smoooth. To the point where i decided to book movie tickets for a show at around 7 for myself and my sister. Pain in the ass it is when at 430pm, i was told to look up this deceased guy's estate and look for the trust deed, his Will et cetera. Seems ok right? Yah i dont have much clue of the file cos it started back in 2thousand and the matter's been passed on to the hands of many lawyers / paralegals who have long left! I am now, simply, the chosen one assigned to such a dispicable task. Damnn he had sooo many many assets la that his files took up alot of my much needed space. I am forced to look through 40 file correspondences. (@#%$%!!!) I was upset cos i was really lookin forward to going for the movie with my sister when i realise that i didnt spend much time with her now that she's on her holidays, due to my work commitments. Sigh~ today was a classic example of me making that excited kiddo disappointed. Hate that feeling. I almost go berserk when reading the files, cos i know that i had to rush. In the end, i told her to come over to Raffles place and we had dinner somewhere near the office. Brought her to my office after dinner. She hang out for abt an hr on my computer. By 8pm we did our prayers in the firm then headed home. Sigh~ But! we had fun! Treat her to good ice-cream! and yah we had quite an enjoyable time when a pair of guys, hand in hand, snuggling onto each other walking in front of us. Okay they both had moustache. Yah. Ewww. Then the unexpected horrific shit happened. One guy just spanked his partner's arse! and had his finger poked in his friend's hole!! YUCKS la siol!!! I got all freaked out but had to maintain my cool when they both turn behind, hoping to get the attention they seek from me. But yah i ignored. Looked away. I didnt know what idra was looking at. But i know we did a gd job hangin on to our disgust. We burst out our ewwwws when we are like 50 metres away from the gays. eeeeeeee-ee....!!!! Not Good. Not Good at all.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
+ Eye for a friend
Yup, no doubt she's pretty. She's got it all, the bod, the nose, the accent and the attitude that guys would love. But hell just knocked me over! She has issues!! haha.. watched Part 2 of the Season finale of Eye for a Guy earlier. Is she a bigg supersized drama queen or is she just rehearsing a play??!! Truly God is fair. Everyone has his/her own fair share of disabilities and flaws. Denise's? Being Scary, thats what she's good at! Out of no where, she'll start doin some Romeo & Juliet with a bit of tai chi moves and head swirlings.. i'm glad for that, she picked Wolfgang and not Howard! *phew!* there's still some teenyweeny chance for me!! (*glees) I think the fact that she's an MTV VJ and hair-color model (concentrated color effect) contributes very much to this weird behaviour of hers. Her extravagent antics and loudness is quite a scene i must say. Do check her out on MTV Most Wanted feat Utt. Talkin abt Utt, another weird fella he is. You'd simply wonder where they come from.
Anyhows, its more sensible for her to pick Howard. Wolfgang is too boring. A bland Angmoh u can find in Orchard Rd. not to mention, the funky name. His mom might have seen that name on a T-shirt at 77th street. I mean look at Howard. All boyish, chinese, sensitive, funny, vertically there and always doing that shake with a slight, rapid, tremulous movement a.k.a to quiver which he's gd at! Oooooh!! i'm soo infatuated! Save all the talkings! Let me quiver with you, Howard!! lol*
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
+ Schhhmucks!! +
My constant food provider has recently shifted to another location. Yes. I'm talking abt the secretary seated beside me. Her name's Christina. She has always been feeding me with edible / non-edible food since i first made my mark as a paralegal in Drew. Now together with her boss, they are both shifted to another location on the same floor. Depressed i was today, whenever i realise all that's left beside me where she used to occupy is now dusty and spartan. I'm crushed. But all in love is fair! i have the dude seated beside me, giving me food every 2 hrs. (*heaven) So sweet he is. But he's gonna be leavin in 2 wks time! Shit! i'm gonna shrink again. How the hell am i gonna reach the 45 kg mark like this! siannz!!
Ouuuhh! i just got to know that the theme for my firm's D&D that's gonna take place in Hong Kong's Sheraton Hotel, is Chinoiserie!! oriental dressing is spanking asian delight i say!
Awin, should i get my cheongsam back from u or should u just get me a new one?! (*winks)
After last night's dosage of Housewives, i got weak in the kneeees. I neeeed help, immediately...
Sunday, June 12, 2005
It was a PAINFULLY BORING Sunday Morning. Until something happened....
*~Meet the Sisters!~*
Underneath all that shyness in Idra, lies a splat of Vanity.
*~Meet the Sisters!~*
Underneath all that shyness in Idra, lies a splat of Vanity.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
+ What is the price of a child's life?
"They brought me to a place called a cage brothel. When i walked in, i saw a little girl, smiling at me. My granddaughter was 11 at that time, and this girl was about that age. She smiled and waved at me, and i went up to her and there was an awful smell coming from her. I didnt realise till that point that these men were coming up to this group of little girls, and tapping them on the shoulder, and they would not fight, but they would just follow the man to a room somewhere." The girl was one in a group, who were sitting and playing games like little girls in any culture would do. The difference was that every 15 minutes a man would come up and pick one of them for sex. "These girls smile and wave at the men who come in, because that's what they are made to do. I've come to learn that behind that smile is a scream." In rural villages of Indonesia, where poverty is rife, parents of young girls celebrate when their daughters get their first period. It means the family can sell her off or send her to "work". In Phillipines, one drug addicted mother offers her three-yr-old daughter up for blowjobs.
By Theresa Tan, on this month's issue of DARE.
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By Theresa Tan, on this month's issue of DARE.
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The article brought me to tears as i peruse every paragraph there is. Luckily there arent pictures of proof. Or i'd be brutally emotional and even more distress than i am now. I reluctantly chewed on my quiche and leaned back against the chair as i allow reality to sip through. I am grateful to have a home and a family who are miles away from such horrific situation. And i used to think that that's how every child would experience growing up life. Truth is, not every kid gets that well-deserved upbringing and shelter they ought to get. A kid would probably be sobbing at this point as i speak. I can hardly imagine the pain and fear in them. Cruel as life can be for them, lets hope that their cries can be saved soon. Soon enough that their wounds can be healed and they receive the protection they need. If you pray, pray for these little ones and for the government do right by them.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
+ Rachel Green's Office! +
Hmm.. wonder how it feels like to have your personal secretary to answer your phone calls for you. To arrange your files for you and to make coffee once in a while for you. Wouldnt that even be sweeter girls to have a male secretary...? Funny thing happened today. Was away from my desk for abit till i heard my phone rang. I rushed back to my seat to find my dearest friend, Weihong, an NUS guy doin internship seated beside me, answering that call. Upon seeing my arrival, he passed the phone to me and it was my girlfriend, Melissa who's on the other side.
"So what, you've got a secretary for yourself!? i should have known its a male one all along!"
I cracked shits when i heard her sayin that in her aussie accent. Suddenly, an idea struck me. He, Weihong, shall pick up my calls from this day onwards. ahhaha.. he was fine with the idea of doing some sexy tone muttering the words "Good Afternoon, you have just reached Huda's office. How may i assist you?" *snorts* he kept doing it over and over with different voices. haha.. i insisted on the low husky version. Damn sagg.....
And so, Awin got to see him today. She came by to Drew for lunch at the firm's lounge and we get to watch a dendhousand rounds of pool played by Jason & Dexton. Moments later, my 'secretary' came in. Gosh! its like the gaffer and the secretary instinct or smth!! like he just know where are my whereabouts! hahah... Should see the look on Awin's face when she tried the darnest to say the words, "He's HAWWT~ la sia!" hahha.. that Awin, so funny la she!
p/s: oh and awin, he knew that he said you're hot. he understood your facial expression + the eyes. Oh and also u said it quite loudly. lol*
Sunday, June 05, 2005
+ The Boy in Green
Today, i went to my 2nd cousin's wedding. Not very attached to that 2nd degree onwards relatives but i turned up anyways together with my sis to accompany my dad. Actually the main highlight which i was lookin forward to seeing was my hunkydory cousin, Taufiq. *snorts* Di would agree with me that he's yummy looking, his fair complexion is beyond comparison and Ouhh! that stoinked look he had smacked on his face... heaven... Sounds crazy? yah i've been crazy abt this cousin of mine since we're 3 yrs old, fighting over our small umbrellas we each had. My dad was the one who reminded me of that incident, but of course i couldnt remember much abt it. He said i was giving Taufiq the face! haha.. like that "ouhh!! go away!! Yucks i hate boys!" look each time he looked at me. Mann, i'd take those words back knowing he turned out good now, boy!! So yes met him earlier, frantically asking my sister who was vain enough not to put on her glasses cos she feels she looks better w/o them, to search for him. Eventually it was my dad who wasnt in the conspiracy at all with me and my sis, who saw him among the crowds and informed me. Decided to leave the place so i went to salam my grandpa and my uncle and the respective grandaunts.. (being demurely huda then) lol* and Taufiq's mom approached me askin me if Taufiq had already said hi to me. Since im an honest person, i said "No. He didnt. But its ok" His mom went straight to him. "Fiq!! ni Huda ni!!" and kept pointing pointing at me. Sighz.. I feel like a girl sia... being put in the situation to face the guy! super embarrassed. hahah... funnyshit! We didnt say much cos we're in front of a listening audience, so i said hi+bye to him at the same time cos i had to go off already. I walked out the damn place feeling bimbotic and smiley. Not helping that my sis thinks we'd look gd together. I turned to her and say "Whats wrong with you, WOMAN!!" hahha... and my dad, he just smiled.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
+ ChimiChanggas
How hard is it for us to move on from a breakup? Why do we end up pondering more about the ones who hurt us most? Is it true that that much of a love u had for a person, will constitute to the amount of hate you'd feel afterwards?
I hate having to think abt stuff like this. Sometimes just can't help it. Human nature i guess to make us think abt the unnecessaries and feel emotional thereafter. shared this with a gd friend of mine last night. As selfish as how life seems to be acting towards us, by the end of the day it is us who have to make a choice whether to let it put us down or simply be careless and move on. OK i feel like shitting now.. Had too much bananas for the day.
Anyways, on a lighter note.. =)
Dip! u jolly well come back here for summer!! dont be such an ass!!
Asree! heehhee... hi! how's awin doing!? *ehem!*
Lin! hope you're kickin fine girl, talk to me whenever u need to ok!?
Awin! stop denying and smiling....i mean it.
Di! Miss u loads girl! and i hope work's been okay for u since that shitty day. Keep cool, babe.
Friday, June 03, 2005
The Kind Hearted Volunteers from Drew + representatives from Chorpee & Partners, Ms Dionne & from Madhavan Partnership, Ms FazZie. These guys deserve dendhousand pats on their backs, mann. Good job, guys!!
From Left to Right: Princess D, Princess Dac and Princess Awin
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
+ Who stole my bananas
i woke up with butter smeared all over my fancy fingers. can't seem to wash them off. In fact, washing and drying them kinda made things worst. Hardly can i get a firm grip on my writing materials. They slip through highly in favour of gravity. And i kept hitting on Mr Backspace.Think he's irritated with me today. I need a new pickup line to use on him. But can't help it, cos he's my only saviour where i share my pleas with.
Bought a new pair of heels again. Had to travel oceans to get the pair i wanted with the perfect fit. Heaved a sigh of relief after i manage to find 'the one'. They're opening up a TCC at citilink, in place of the earlier coffee place opp HMV and next to MPH. Can't wait to have cheesecake there! Talkin abt TCCs, i may be meetin the girl(s) later, together with Awin's *ehem, probably go TCC-ing. Shit. I have to refill the slits in my wallet. Didnt know the buffiness was due to stacks of neatly arranged receipts. Feel like peeing again.. oh well. Be doin some quick shopping with my girlfren, Melissa later. Nizam just called me in the office. Hated his vivid attempts of the aussie accent. *bleeurgh* Sounds as if he's blowing his nose instead of him speakin words. haha. And Mr Policeman called to check if i'm still alive. Thanks sobri! ;) NOw im hungry. Its like 10 mins to 1pm. Craving for wayyy to many foods that i've got no clue of what i feel like eating now. Shits. Hope i dont settle for fastfood. Those stuff are wicked for the bowels.