+ it takes time

time has been on a fast treadmill. Moving ever so quickly, mom is leavin Singapore tomorrow evening! geez. and all i did was i had to work 9 - 6 this whole week. But i'm glad dad's around to watch over her.*blessed* She's indeed upset over the fact that she'll be leavin tmr. all i could advice her on is that, she treat all thats happened like some sort of a blessing in disguise. that things happen for a reason. that sometimes we have to follow what is before us and no point turning back. that we learn from all this and try to rearrange the perfect puzzle together. true enough, the family has gotten closer since mom left, and love has been floatin all over since mom's return. i certainly hope that the family shall move at this pace forever..

many crazy events took place in my life thus far. from numerous fun & laughters shared to tonnes of sadness i have to endure. i've learnt alot from first half of the yr. how my level of patience have been tested. how i've tried to live by the day, and putting my problems aside whenever possible. its hard having to control your own emotions with no one to back you up on it, since mom has always been there for me previously. Alhamdulillah, all goes well for me. knowing that i come home to a good family and parents who are really there to give all they could. its halfway before 2005 comes to an end. wonder what challenges have i yet to go through for this coming 2nd half. though life can be full of fake smiles, sometimes it really doesnt take that much to be happy and start loving again. i'm hopeful.