everything today went well. got that half day off from work, had lunch with dee, walk the windows at raffles, went reading some books and head down to parkway to get my facial stuff and more window shopping.

again. i had waited for your call. how foolish of me to believe that you WOULD return that call in 10 mins to confirm our 'meeting'.

i didnt realize that i spent 5 hrs walking, and held on to my phone in anticipation of your call the entire time. how silly of me.

thanks for returning my 2nd missed call for today just a while ago. thanks for asking me how my day went. and thanks for whining at me that you were tired after visiting some friends and that our 4 min conversation had to stop.

again, my love... i know i am stupid. but i thank God that you're here to show me the ropes of hatred. you're unbelievable.