boo.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

burnt chef

bloody heLL!! my hands are crazily burning right now. cooked fried pasta earlier and my hands are burning because of the dried chillies. crap!! i have to keep on flapping/flicking/faning/blowing my hands/fingers/nails/cuticles!! *persevere...dac...*

summing up on the week. another smooth sailing week yet again.. *flicks hands* work's good..i've been eating well..the nausea's gone..period's ending..i'm breathing normally again.

went book hunting with the crazy chicz, nadz & rabz last thursday..we're all madly artsy-fied after visiting the art&design shops at bras basah..we each have a role of our own. rabz - currently pursuing her hidden talents of sewing & handcrafts, nadz - all about baking and cupcakes and me! - the chef in the making! nyah-ha-ha...! *ouucchh!! flap! flap hands* =)

*~~~~~~~~~~~*

met izhar, di and awin last friday. due to some odd circumstances..me and iz, ended up hangin out together. he wanted to catch a movie, and i was pretty much into the idea.. so we (or he) bought tix for Final Destination 3. the death scenes are all undeniably gory! i can't make up my mind which one's my fav! but it was cool! enjoyed the movie!

"thanks, iz for the gift! and i had a great time!! take care, bro!"

*~~~~~~~~~~*

*flap flap!* yesterday.. i stayed home in the afternoon. my auntie's around.. and i had a great time talking to her. more of that 'bgr talk'... 'mother-in-laws'...new bfs/ex bfs...new recipe...and about marriage life. *snorts* dont ask me why the talk, i sure got freaked out alil... but i truly enjoy listening to her. Later in the evening, i went down to watch another of their hockey match..i was soo lookin forward to it, probably because i kept missing their previous ones. took the cab down to tampines and hang out with the bunch, while i watch him and the guys chase the puck. sadly our team lost.. sigh~ but oh well, great match nonetheless.. it was the after show that grabbed all of our attention.. free flow of profanities were heard among some peeps, and dzul brought me over to the other side of the grand stand, away from the 'chaos'. we both kept talkin to each other, tryin to ignore the fuss on the other side... while he removed his hockey gears. you looked good... babe, with all that sweat dripping at your sides.. the voice in my head starts talking trash again as i looked at him.

moments later...he saw her..and i met his past. she's seated nearby to where we're at. he wasnt aware of her presence, not until she stood up to leave..and i sense the discomfort in him. i smiled at him..hoping to tell him that 'its okay..' and i'm glad he understood me and returned a smile..

i turned my face away from his..trying to avoid this subtle weird feeling that was hitting right through me. i felt a pinch of something. i begin to wonder and asked myself.. is that you, jealousy?

*~~~~~~~~~~*

guess what! my fingers are okay now~!! wooh!! i should've known. blogging works! *smiles*

Saturday, February 18, 2006

walk on, with hopes in your heart

Felt weak again today. Having that gastric pains again, followed by continuous vomitting urges. sigh~ i really should consider paying more attention to my health rather than on my shoe collection. how weird is that, the moment i turn 21, i begin to see the doctor more often...having to go through back aches and stiff joints. my health takes shape as the weather changes. if it gets too hot, i'll feel nauseous. if its too cold, i get lazy.

wasted my saturday by sleepin in the entire day..only to wake up at the various intervals for prayers. thankfully by evening, i got alot better..thanks to my tiger balm (who's gonna get me another Tiger?). ate dinner as usual...and thank goodness, i stayed in! it paid off seeing a pool of Redness on the screen...and a line up of saucy Men clad in their jerseys. (*huda waves at steven*)

..ouhh..helloooooow there you sexy beasts, you.... (*drooools*) my..my...i dunno why but the moment my fav spanish Men, fernando morientes and luis garcia got their balls rolling on the pitch....(ooohhh) my headache's milky miles away... :)

FA Cup Match at Anfield.

Final Score: Liverpool FC 1 - Manchester United FC 0

WoooHH!! suuuweeeetTT!!~

May i start chanting "you'll never walk alone" now? *ahem*

ouh. happy birthday to gary neville.. nice facial hair, dude.

dinner dancing

i had a great time at the d&d. met a number of familiar faces..those of whom i met during my primary school..and poly days. as i made my way through the entrance, can't help but let my eyes wonder around.. only to realise that i've officially embarassed myself when i get the stares back from them. for sure, TP guys are haawtt~ lol*

the stage performances were fantastic. absolutely looooOve the drag queen's performance! she is one sexy bitch i tell u!! i felt insecure for a while there.. till her voice cracked and a man's roar was heard. haha. LOVE, LOVE her/him!

apart from draggy's rah-rah antics... i felt that the night was all sweetness. met his close friends and ex-colleagues. they were an awesome bunch. very nice people. felt truly at ease when i'm around them. i shit the moment i got home..so that means the food's great! the only pissy moment leaving us both crumbled to bits, was when the lucky draw prizes got suppper delicious! (like SUPER!) and none of our numbers were being called. sianz. the cab ride home was a bliss. hope the highway cameras didnt snap that photo of me covered in drool!

Donna & Donny (heh..)

Friday, February 17, 2006

all loose its friday!

I bought an expensive dress yesterday. I owe the bank slightly past a hundred bucks this mth. I owe another bank 300 bucks on concert tickets. I looked through the mails to find the phone bill's just flew in. I have yet to get myself a pair of skates. I have yet to open up an untouchable saving account. I have yet to save up for my kids' future.

Am i stressed out? not really. i'm just paranoid.

Cash and all cashness. how can we ever live w/o some extra cash especially when the standard living here is inevitably demanding.

I'm at home today...got that leave to relax from thinkin of all the kacchings, cooked for the family and did some house cleaning. been a while since my hands feel dry after all that washing and cleaning. feel good though. i figured the chicken wasnt that very well done..but thankfully its edible. *snort*

Be meeting dzul later for the traffic police d&d. should be interesting..i think? and yes..i bought that dress specially for today. sigh~ no wonder i've been labelled 'persian cat' by mom. fucking high maintenance me...

'sup ya'll.... Meoow.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

update me

Finally after 4 months of slacking in vain, it was today that i decided to attend the first netball session for this year. wooohh~ the aching leg muscles...the stiff joints, the back 'ouh's and the heavy breathing... great feeling i tell ya!

my sonofagun friend got back from new zealand just a week ago. no doubt i miss his presence even though we hardly meet whenever he's around (gf blah blahs). and after travelling 10 hrs straight to nz and another 10 hr journey back, i was hoping for at least smth.. for me. instead, u know what he got me???!

a picture of a cow.

yeah.

a cow. staring at the camera. with a breathtaking backgrd. yah thanks ath. how thoughtful of you. again, thanks.

the son of a gun i'm talkin abt is the fella playin dead at the backseat. i swear it was rehearsed. (ath! my blardy bday present's still MISSING! HELLO!!??)

sheesh you!!

Sunday, February 05, 2006

changes

i dont know how things have changed but for sure my life has taken a turn for the better. in all honesty, i feel contented and happy. everything's been smooth and i held on to the words of 'never to expect' and 'seize the day'. i LOVE this yr's chinese new year. had that precious time off from work for a couple of days to spend time with them friends and family. most importantly to catch up on sleep. when work begun last wednesday, everyone's moving slow and so was i. lucky for me, i've managed my assignments...err..pretty well enough. :) doing things one day at a time...and all of a sudden, another weekend has come to an end.

my sister idra has been active in dancing.. (hmmph! wonder why...!) my brother's been doing well in school (i hope so..) my granddad's been coping well despite his frequent shut downs and much credit to grandma for pulling herself together most of the time (ohh i blardy love them lah!) my mom's been complaining abt her boss all the time.. and father's been keeping quiet and nonchalent abt my coming-home-lates.

*sigh*

was out with zul the other day who insisted that i try out that silly weight & height cum horoscope-ified machine. clunk in that dollar and moments later they generated my so-call report:

i still think the cranky machine cheated his money lah, balls!! but...heck cant deny that its these little spastic activities that made me smile again...

p.s: asree... sorry i lied. actually i am. :)

+ If u could excuse me

I know... i know.....the backstreet boys 'theme' goin on in here... lol*

trust me its gonna be for A WHILE. so bear with my backstreet craze for now. haha....


.daC. 01 Nov coke light dead cockroaches slow rock	Sunday, February 26, 2006 burnt chef bloody heLL!! my hands are crazily burning right now. cooked fried pasta earlier and my hands are burning because of the dried chillies. crap!! i have to keep on flapping/flicking/faning/blowing my hands/fingers/nails/cuticles!! persevere...dac... summing up on the week. another smooth sailing week yet again.. flicks hands work's good..i've been eating well..the nausea's gone..period's ending..i'm breathing normally again. went book hunting with the crazy chicz, nadz & rabz last thursday..we're all madly artsy-fied after visiting the art&design shops at bras basah..we each have a role of our own. rabz - currently pursuing her hidden talents of sewing & handcrafts, nadz - all about baking and cupcakes and me! - the chef in the making! nyah-ha-ha...! ouucchh!! flap! flap hands =) ~~~~~~~~~~~ met izhar, di and awin last friday. due to some odd circumstances..me and iz, ended up hangin out together. he wanted to catch a movie, and i was pretty much into the idea.. so we (or he) bought tix for Final Destination 3. the death scenes are all undeniably gory! i can't make up my mind which one's my fav! but it was cool! enjoyed the movie! "thanks, iz for the gift! and i had a great time!! take care, bro!" ~~~~~~~~~~ flap flap! yesterday.. i stayed home in the afternoon. my auntie's around.. and i had a great time talking to her. more of that 'bgr talk'... 'mother-in-laws'...new bfs/ex bfs...new recipe...and about marriage life. snorts dont ask me why the talk, i sure got freaked out alil... but i truly enjoy listening to her. Later in the evening, i went down to watch another of their hockey match..i was soo lookin forward to it, probably because i kept missing their previous ones. took the cab down to tampines and hang out with the bunch, while i watch him and the guys chase the puck. sadly our team lost.. sigh~ but oh well, great match nonetheless.. it was the after show that grabbed all of our attention.. free flow of profanities were heard among some peeps, and dzul brought me over to the other side of the grand stand, away from the 'chaos'. we both kept talkin to each other, tryin to ignore the fuss on the other side... while he removed his hockey gears. you looked good... babe, with all that sweat dripping at your sides.. the voice in my head starts talking trash again as i looked at him. moments later...he saw her..and i met his past. she's seated nearby to where we're at. he wasnt aware of her presence, not until she stood up to leave..and i sense the discomfort in him. i smiled at him..hoping to tell him that 'its okay..' and i'm glad he understood me and returned a smile.. i turned my face away from his..trying to avoid this subtle weird feeling that was hitting right through me. i felt a pinch of something. i begin to wonder and asked myself.. is that you, jealousy? ~~~~~~~~~~ guess what! my fingers are okay now~!! wooh!! i should've known. blogging works! smiles 17:35 · Saturday, February 18, 2006 walk on, with hopes in your heart Felt weak again today. Having that gastric pains again, followed by continuous vomitting urges. sigh~ i really should consider paying more attention to my health rather than on my shoe collection. how weird is that, the moment i turn 21, i begin to see the doctor more often...having to go through back aches and stiff joints. my health takes shape as the weather changes. if it gets too hot, i'll feel nauseous. if its too cold, i get lazy. wasted my saturday by sleepin in the entire day..only to wake up at the various intervals for prayers. thankfully by evening, i got alot better..thanks to my tiger balm (who's gonna get me another Tiger?). ate dinner as usual...and thank goodness, i stayed in! it paid off seeing a pool of Redness on the screen...and a line up of saucy Men clad in their jerseys. (huda waves at steven) ..ouhh..helloooooow there you sexy beasts, you.... (drooools) my..my...i dunno why but the moment my fav spanish Men, fernando morientes and luis garcia got their balls rolling on the pitch....(ooohhh) my headache's milky miles away... :) FA Cup Match at Anfield. Final Score: Liverpool FC 1 - Manchester United FC 0 WoooHH!! suuuweeeetTT!!~ May i start chanting "you'll never walk alone" now? ahem ouh. happy birthday to gary neville.. nice facial hair, dude. 23:19 · dinner dancing i had a great time at the d&d. met a number of familiar faces..those of whom i met during my primary school..and poly days. as i made my way through the entrance, can't help but let my eyes wonder around.. only to realise that i've officially embarassed myself when i get the stares back from them. for sure, TP guys are haawtt~ lol* the stage performances were fantastic. absolutely looooOve the drag queen's performance! she is one sexy bitch i tell u!! i felt insecure for a while there.. till her voice cracked and a man's roar was heard. haha. LOVE, LOVE her/him! apart from draggy's rah-rah antics... i felt that the night was all sweetness. met his close friends and ex-colleagues. they were an awesome bunch. very nice people. felt truly at ease when i'm around them. i shit the moment i got home..so that means the food's great! the only pissy moment leaving us both crumbled to bits, was when the lucky draw prizes got suppper delicious! (like SUPER!) and none of our numbers were being called. sianz. the cab ride home was a bliss. hope the highway cameras didnt snap that photo of me covered in drool! Donna & Donny (heh..) 01:30 · Friday, February 17, 2006 all loose its friday! I bought an expensive dress yesterday. I owe the bank slightly past a hundred bucks this mth. I owe another bank 300 bucks on concert tickets. I looked through the mails to find the phone bill's just flew in. I have yet to get myself a pair of skates. I have yet to open up an untouchable saving account. I have yet to save up for my kids' future. Am i stressed out? not really. i'm just paranoid. Cash and all cashness. how can we ever live w/o some extra cash especially when the standard living here is inevitably demanding. I'm at home today...got that leave to relax from thinkin of all the kacchings, cooked for the family and did some house cleaning. been a while since my hands feel dry after all that washing and cleaning. feel good though. i figured the chicken wasnt that very well done..but thankfully its edible. snort Be meeting dzul later for the traffic police d&d. should be interesting..i think? and yes..i bought that dress specially for today. sigh~ no wonder i've been labelled 'persian cat' by mom. fucking high maintenance me... 'sup ya'll.... Meoow. 14:36 · Saturday, February 11, 2006 update me Finally after 4 months of slacking in vain, it was today that i decided to attend the first netball session for this year. wooohh~ the aching leg muscles...the stiff joints, the back 'ouh's and the heavy breathing... great feeling i tell ya! my sonofagun friend got back from new zealand just a week ago. no doubt i miss his presence even though we hardly meet whenever he's around (gf blah blahs). and after travelling 10 hrs straight to nz and another 10 hr journey back, i was hoping for at least smth.. for me. instead, u know what he got me???! a picture of a cow. yeah. a cow. staring at the camera. with a breathtaking backgrd. yah thanks ath. how thoughtful of you. again, thanks. the son of a gun i'm talkin abt is the fella playin dead at the backseat. i swear it was rehearsed. (ath! my blardy bday present's still MISSING! HELLO!!??) sheesh you!! 23:50 · Sunday, February 05, 2006 changes i dont know how things have changed but for sure my life has taken a turn for the better. in all honesty, i feel contented and happy. everything's been smooth and i held on to the words of 'never to expect' and 'seize the day'. i LOVE this yr's chinese new year. had that precious time off from work for a couple of days to spend time with them friends and family. most importantly to catch up on sleep. when work begun last wednesday, everyone's moving slow and so was i. lucky for me, i've managed my assignments...err..pretty well enough. :) doing things one day at a time...and all of a sudden, another weekend has come to an end. my sister idra has been active in dancing.. (hmmph! wonder why...!) my brother's been doing well in school (i hope so..) my granddad's been coping well despite his frequent shut downs and much credit to grandma for pulling herself together most of the time (ohh i blardy love them lah!) my mom's been complaining abt her boss all the time.. and father's been keeping quiet and nonchalent abt my coming-home-lates. sigh was out with zul the other day who insisted that i try out that silly weight & height cum horoscope-ified machine. clunk in that dollar and moments later they generated my so-call report: i still think the cranky machine cheated his money lah, balls!! but...heck cant deny that its these little spastic activities that made me smile again... p.s: asree... sorry i lied. actually i am. :) 20:53 · + If u could excuse me I know... i know.....the backstreet boys 'theme' goin on in here... lol* trust me its gonna be for A WHILE. so bear with my backstreet craze for now. haha.... 12:47 ·