I bought an expensive dress yesterday. I owe the bank slightly past a hundred bucks this mth. I owe another bank 300 bucks on concert tickets. I looked through the mails to find the phone bill's just flew in. I have yet to get myself a pair of skates. I have yet to open up an untouchable saving account. I have yet to save up for my kids' future.

Am i stressed out? not really. i'm just paranoid.

Cash and all cashness. how can we ever live w/o some extra cash especially when the standard living here is inevitably demanding.

I'm at home today...got that leave to relax from thinkin of all the kacchings, cooked for the family and did some house cleaning. been a while since my hands feel dry after all that washing and cleaning. feel good though. i figured the chicken wasnt that very well done..but thankfully its edible. *snort*

Be meeting dzul later for the traffic police d&d. should be interesting..i think? and yes..i bought that dress specially for today. sigh~ no wonder i've been labelled 'persian cat' by mom. fucking high maintenance me...