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.daC.
01 Nov
coke light
dead cockroaches
slow rock
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
amathing

This might sound ridiculously spastic, but i've realised one particular 'thing' that can make my world a whole lot better...

MATH! Yup! Math... my all time favourite subject. Its been a while since i start twisting my pen in all sorts of fashion to fix complicated mathematical equations, but the moment i start doin 'em... i can't seem to stop! :D

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I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed


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Gosh... 2 papers down. 2 more to go. why am i doing this to myself again?

Sunday, May 18, 2008
Pull through


i hope so too..

:)

Friday, May 16, 2008
not worth it


that feeling - the numbness, the hatred, the despair and a tiny weeny bit of love if there is ever such a thing in this world i'm in.

all of that is in me now. like it or not, i have to live with it. i have to move on with my life.

its been 2 weeks, since our last conversation. and it is for this past couple of weeks i've watched that ugly side of me grow helplessly. all because of love. all that anniversaries together, being there for him everyday, waiting for his calls every other hour. it was an amazing 2 years plus relationship, that, i can't deny. In fact it has always been a wonder to me, that i'm constantly falling in love with him throughout the years. it was pretty surreal.. yet memorable and sweet.

he promised me once and a few more times. that we'll get married someday. and it got me dreaming about working towards that special day, whenever that might be. all i know is, it made me happy just thinking about it..

so what is it now..

Yes... in the name of love, he went on with someone else.

his final words to me.. "i cheated on you. we have to go our separate ways huda. and i'm sorry."

amazing aint it..

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
stressed?

Oh geez.. Can u smell that?

*sniff sniff*

I can smell my brains burning...